Heartbroken, ever felt it? Options

[kantoaznboi]

its a dumbass question, but ever felt heartbroken? if u wanna tell ur story, go on ahead, dont be discouraged

my story, if u wanna read it, not not, its coo

ok, i've been friends wit dis gurl named jenn and we was coo. it all began frosh year when i started likin her, and i thought it was a crush and stuff, but as the year went by, it grew into soemthin more, cause i got 2 know her better. then by soph year she practically stole my hear but didnt have the guts 2 do anythin bout it. My homeboi warned me bout her, how she doenst really wanted a relationship in HS, but i didnt listen 2 him. so finally summer came and i finally summed up all my courage and decided 2 ask her out. i gave her roses and shit, but then she turned me down and wat my hb warned me bout is the same reason y she turned me down. it didnt hit me at 1st but later on it started hurting hella big time. even 2 dis day(i'm a jr now) i'm still not over her. everytime we pass each other, she smiles and it just tears my soul apart and just catching a glimpse of her hurts like a mother..................................... the way she acts is the one of the main reasons y my feelings began 2 grow. blahness...............

[ichiban]

MY STORY. I've posted this up a couple of times before, but you all can read it just fer.. entertainment i guess .. sort of long .. so dont bore yourself

Okay, so I become BEST FRIENDS with this guy .. Jason .. two years ago .. that year .. we did EVERYTHING together .. i always hung out with him at lunch .. we played sports together .. close as can be .. after a few mothes .. i realized ..i loved him .. i couldnt stand being one second away from him .. i was really young back then .. but i knew what i felt ..
And then it was summer break .. nothing much happened.. he went away and i never talked to him durin summer .. but school started again and everythin was cool .. my feelings for him increased .. still hung out with all the time .. then during .. May i think .. he told me his feelings for me .. he had really loved me .. but .. i was too young .. so STUPID .. i regret it soo much .. i didnt tell him my feelings fer him .. so it was like that .. he didnt know the fact that i loved him .. i finally decided i would tell him .. it was the end-of-the-year party .. and my friend sara tld me, Jason doesn't like you anymore .. and i was like .. .. i was just about to tell him and i had to know THAT .. sara never lies .. so i knew she was tellin the truth .. and you know what? I had a strong feeling Jason liked sara .. and i was so hurt .. so full of regret .. durin the party, he kept on flirtin with her .. and practically ignored me .. omg me and him were supposed to be BEST FRIENDS .. and .. it was like, i never knew him .. so i ended the year horribly.. summer vacation .. that vacation i thought that maybe next year everything would change .. a new start .. Jason and I would be close again and just chill .. so the school year began again .. middle school .. the first day .. i saw him with a group of guys .. he didnt notice me .. and somehow i didnt have the courage to walk up to him and say hi .. i thought that he didn't want to be around me anymore .. so i thought, hmm maybe tomorrow? the next day i didn't see him around at all .. so it went like that for a week .. we didn't talk, say hi, or anything .. i was so sad .. i knew it was probably my fault fer not telling him my feelings in the first place ..a month passed .. still, we didnt talk or anything .. we chatted online a little, but it was so different than before .. i remember he used to IM me to just mess with me .. distract me from my homewerk a little and just make me laugh .. and now it was like, "hi, hi, sup? nothing .. *silence*.." .. i couldnt BELIEVE IT .. everything was so different .. i still had feelings for him .. i dreamed about him almost every night .. dreamed that we were just hangin out .. like before .. i cried about it a few times ... i kept on thinking of those times we had together .. everything was gone now.
So it was now November..i was talkin to sara online .. and she IMed me and said, "is jason on?!" he wasnt .. so i asked her, "why?" .. she said, "dont tell anyone, but i really really like him and i found out he likes me alot too!" *silence* .. my heart was BROKEN .. well sara and jason never were bf and gf .. because soon sara didnt like him anymore .. jason began liking someone else .. ERICA .. i still barely talked to him .. once or twice i played basketball with him .. but it wasn't the same .. well jason got with erica .. but i didnt know that yet .. then my friends and i were hangin out with erica .. and she showd me this keychain, and was sayin, "jason gave this to me!" once again .. i was heartbroken .. i had thought that maybe jason and i could have been CLOSE again .. become best friends again .. or somethin .. i still IMed him every once in a while .. just to say hi .. finally, one day i just told him, "You know how you told me you liked me along time ago? well .. at that time .. i had really really loved you too .. i just never told you .." .. and jason replied, "oh .. i dont care now" .
ever since then .. we never talked .. never said hi .. never acted like we knew the other existed...
It took me well over half a year to get over him .. because now i dont give a damn about him anymore .. because he's changed even more now .. hes just like some gangster now ..

wow that was long. have fun reading!