i broke it off, but im in tears..? Options

[c4rL4]

i broke up with someone.. and i know he really cares for me.
and it just didnt work out cuz it was just like a daily routine for me.
nothing new and i always have to strike up the conversation..
but why am i in tears?

i dont know whys im crying?
im just soo confused and lost.

[Chii]

don't blame yourself for anything he does. you didn't put the alcohol in his hand and force him to drink. you did what you had to do, you left because it wasn't working out anymore. he can't expect you to stick around when it makes you miserable.

i suppose this is how the healing process begins for some guys, my ex did the same thing and i believe that he's taking up smoking. sometimes boys are just so ugh.