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[dontwalkaway]

Hey im just looking for peoples opinions on this...

theres this guy and he makes me feel all these things...like he can make me cry without barely doing a thing,he can make me laugh and feel happier than ive ever felt,he can make me want to kill him,never want to see him again,and then he can make me feel like i want to be with him as much as possible,he makes me nervous sometimes,or really comfortable,he can make me feel like my hearts beating in my throat,well he can make me feel pretty much everything i guess.
I dont love him.I cant.And hes been a total d**k to me in the past.But i guess thats just how he is but then again hes got this other side to him,and his personality is almost addictive.
But hes only interested in me as a friend now and i want to feel the same way,but how ever hard i try i cant seem to feel that way.
But i want him in my life in some way.

anyones help or opinions would be great ox

[topsyturvy]

And I keep telling myself, "I shouldent want him like this" But to be honest, it doesnt work. You can't tell yourself who your going to like and who your going to get over. It just doesnt work that way.

My advice to you is, when hes around act cool, laugh your hardest, and dont stop smiling. And if you get a chance, make him laugh, hummor is everything. Who knows, maybe another day he will see something more then he saw in you the day before.

Took the words out of my mouth.. fingers.