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[dontwalkaway]

Hey im just looking for peoples opinions on this...

theres this guy and he makes me feel all these things...like he can make me cry without barely doing a thing,he can make me laugh and feel happier than ive ever felt,he can make me want to kill him,never want to see him again,and then he can make me feel like i want to be with him as much as possible,he makes me nervous sometimes,or really comfortable,he can make me feel like my hearts beating in my throat,well he can make me feel pretty much everything i guess.
I dont love him.I cant.And hes been a total d**k to me in the past.But i guess thats just how he is but then again hes got this other side to him,and his personality is almost addictive.
But hes only interested in me as a friend now and i want to feel the same way,but how ever hard i try i cant seem to feel that way.
But i want him in my life in some way.

anyones help or opinions would be great ox

[ChEeR A HOliC Xo]

For some reason I know exactly what you mean, and how you feel. I feel the same towards another. And I keep telling myself, "I shouldent want him like this" But to be honest, it doesnt work. You can't tell yourself who your going to like and who your going to get over. It just doesnt work that way. The boy that I'm refering to makes me feel like everything is exactly how it should be when hes with me, hes everything I want, and everything I need, he says all the right things at exactly the right time, but is kinda gansta. He gets all the ladies, and although I get to spend 8 hours with him a day, and I know how he is with me, I dont know how he acts when I'm not around. Were just friends, kinda like you guys. And having time to think about it, maybe its a good thing. You don't want to keep getting upset over things that he does, when your nothing more than friends.

My advice to you is, when hes around act cool, laugh your hardest, and dont stop smiling. And if you get a chance, make him laugh, hummor is everything. Any who knows maybe another day he will see something more then he saw in you the day before.

Good luck love.