mixed feelingss...-__-, ...behhh Options

[imhyper]

ok, here's how it goes...from the beginning(sorry if its long, i have to let it all out to feel better)

About a month or 2 after my school opened, my friend suddenly told a certain "guy" named Aaron likes me. He had short blonde hair, with these beutiful blue eyes with nice glasses...and- Well anyway I was like what?! "Nobody likes me! Noone my age ever likes me but annoying little kids!" My friends were so happy for me, rarely this ever hapened to me, so i was like I did not know what to do.When i met him he looked a little nervous but he was so sweet. My friend even handed me the notes he wrote to her about me- it was so touching with words that no one has described me with. I was touched, nearly in tears when i read it. Later he would see me and hug me for like 3 minutes, seemed like he would never let go...
i gave him my number and email adress. He never did called me or send an email... but he said "hi" to me now and then. Later it seemed like he was ignoring me. I got a little worried when my freind told me he was wasn't so sure that I liked him
OKKKK........I was absent for ONLY 2 days. I came back monday and found out that he asked a girl out that liked him for a time.... <I FELT LIKE SLAPPING HIM IN THE FACE. JUST FOR 2 DAYS he CHANGED!!! I havent been acting like myself ever since. I cried on the same night too, not knowing why, i dose off in class not knowing a thing whats happening, and sooner or later, when he passes by, my heart beats faster and faster, and i then i tremble.
That is when i found out, that i really do have feelings for him now.
He recently came up to me to see what was wrong. He explained saying he thought i didn't like him, so he dated someone else. But he really did have a crush on me, and said i was beautiful, bladee bladee bla. He apologised though,- and now he starts saying hi to me again. again Seeing how bubbly he is with his girlfrnd, i believe all things he said were LIESLIESLIES grrrrrrrrrrrr.
My emotions are now mixed. One minute i would want to see him DEAD,>:O and then the next minute i'd to hug'm to peices ^-^. I'm trembling right now just thinking about him. I don't know why i still feel this way after he's done all that...>.<
I have no clue what to do now, i'm a salty snail that's being salted..NOOOOOOOOOO...... ( i just noticed how much i typed, IM SO SRY!! i got carried away!! IM WORTHLESS!!*boohoohoo*)
YES! i removed the details and shortened it. it still looks long though -__-;

[_suzie_]

'' That is when i found out, that i really do have feelings for him now. ''

hmm, this might just be because you dot have him. yes its true, this is how a lot of girls feel.

just try not to think of him , and get to know more guys etc then ask someone else out. its not hte end of the world