Heartbroken, ever felt it? Options

[kantoaznboi]

its a dumbass question, but ever felt heartbroken? if u wanna tell ur story, go on ahead, dont be discouraged

my story, if u wanna read it, not not, its coo

ok, i've been friends wit dis gurl named jenn and we was coo. it all began frosh year when i started likin her, and i thought it was a crush and stuff, but as the year went by, it grew into soemthin more, cause i got 2 know her better. then by soph year she practically stole my hear but didnt have the guts 2 do anythin bout it. My homeboi warned me bout her, how she doenst really wanted a relationship in HS, but i didnt listen 2 him. so finally summer came and i finally summed up all my courage and decided 2 ask her out. i gave her roses and shit, but then she turned me down and wat my hb warned me bout is the same reason y she turned me down. it didnt hit me at 1st but later on it started hurting hella big time. even 2 dis day(i'm a jr now) i'm still not over her. everytime we pass each other, she smiles and it just tears my soul apart and just catching a glimpse of her hurts like a mother..................................... the way she acts is the one of the main reasons y my feelings began 2 grow. blahness...............

[xjjajeengx]

well, i've been heartbroken before. actually, many times. but, i think 've broken hearts more than i've been hurt... and i regret being like that.

But, i guess i just aint the type of girl who can handle a guy thass always like "I'm hurting dang why cant you see, b!tch?" its like dang. I guess im really selfish and a b!tch and im just like... so dominant... but I dont let down my gaurd. I've broken a heart recently, but it's been painful for me... i guess i couldnt take the unbalance between friends and guy... so i had no choice but to take a break from him. I told him i needed time to get this balance correct and to mend the hurts between my friends and me, and he said okay. Then, he kept pushing the fact that we have to get back together so much. When i needed time alone, he wouldnt give it to me. every second of my whole damn alone time was intruded by his presence. Every time i was away, he would load my away message with like 937649327493274 billlion IMs. i couldnt handle it. While he was telling me that he missed me and crap, i was crying cause he wouldnt leave me alone. i guess after a while, he gpt the point that i needed time, but he chose to move on and start to flirt with gurls that he OBVIOUSLy knows i hate. and so i began to dislike him and become distant. And just yesterday, he IMed me and got all nosy into my personal affairs with my friends and crap, and he accused me of ignoring him and crap, so i yelled aat him, and he yelled back. We usually never yelled at each other, and i felt guilty and said sorry. And just cause i said sorry, he IMs me back saying a sorry. honestly, i cant take it anymore and i just still need time i guess... but not time to watch him flirt with the same gurls that i hate. and not to mention, i dont think we'll ever be the same again. So bleh. f**k this, relationships are a pain in the @$$. you ahve your lovely dovey time, and it fades. You dump, get a new one. same process over and over again. this is SH!T i tell you. and it hurts to. the One guy i htought i could spend time with truly in "love" was the ONe and ONLY guy that really broke my heart to the fullest. I've been hurt, but never like this. Never to the point where i acnt say anything to him cause im shocked at what he tells me. He constantly IMs me and yells at me or assumes i dont care and just f**king makes me so mad and annoyed, but i cant show that im hurt. This is why someone who is a independent girl cant date withont lossing her head. and i've learned my lesson now.

sorry. i guess my story isnt the sad omg kinda story. its a b!tchy one.