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 Nov 7 2005, 09:14 PM
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You guys know the drillll. Wheee. Okay GO.
______, Get away from me please. ______, Don't act like you f**king know me because you don't at ALL. You know nothing. I don't really even consider you my CLOSE friend. You're just there. Oh god. You're a hypocrite boy obessed stupid girl. |
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| *stephinika* |
Nov 8 2005, 01:44 AM
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only you can make me so ridiculously nervous for practically no reason at all. only you can make me feel so deleriously happy and so pathetically sad. only you can bring out this mix of emotion. you drive me crazy...
 sigh. i'm so worried...probably over nothing but still...i want to make you as happy as i can...i just want you to be happy. really. thats why i do what i do. i'm so scared of making a mistake. i am so, so scared of doing something wrong or somehow making you fall out of love with me...i'm still amazed that i got so lucky that you even did when i fell for you. i think about you constantly... i have for the past...many months...more than i care to admit sometimes. there's just something about you that i discovered quite the while ago that makes you who you are ... and who you are is absolutely amazing. your sexy, handsome, smart, talented, caring, compassionate, trusting, funny, and so on and so forth...you're everything i've ever looked for and you mean so much to me. i had a dream we broke up awhile ago...i woke up crying because it scared me so much. i hate being so...oddly dependent and yet...i love being in love. i love knowing that you're there for me. i love making you happy. i love everything about you. perfections and imperfections alike. i can only hope you feel the same way...i want to tell you so much but...when it comes to us actually speaking and things like this come up...i clam up, afraid of what you will think. i've never been so happy yet scared in my life. i don't know. all i know for sure is that i love you and i am the luckiest girl in the world to have you return that love back to me. i hope it stays that way for awhile too...//edit. ugh. i feel ridiculous. i miss you so incredibly much and i only haven't talked to you for some amount of hours...i just feel bad because i want to make you happy because you certainly didn't seem like it earlier...and you usually don't disappear for this long...  i hope things are alright...  i get worried about you so easily and i hope i don't sound motherly, but i do...i hate seeing you upset in the slightest bit, especially when its my fault. i'm sorry for all the stupid things i've done...i realize after its done how stupid it was but by then its too late so all i can do is apologize...god i've been incredibly emotional these last few days but anyways...i miss you so much right now. its stupid. i'll see you tomorrow morning, but i'm going mad right now. i want you to check your email and see what i've done...i wonder if you'll like it or if it'll cheer you up in the slightest bit...i hope so. and i want to go to bed because i'm tired but you haven't come back on yet...i wonder where you are. i want to say goodnight...i want to hear you say goodnight to me...i suppose i'll email you...you know whats weird too? i write so much on this site to you...and apparently you sometimes read stuff on here...i find that interesting. its weird, in a way, i want you to read it all so you can perhaps understand and know me a bit more but...at the same time i'm so scared for you to read this all because i'm so honest here and i'm so scared/anxious of what you would think...i hope it wouldn't change what you thought of me...in a bad way i mean. ugh. i hate my overanalyzing and paranoid way of thinking...especially when it comes to you. well...i should go soon so i suppose i'll email you...i wonder if you'll ever read this long-ass rant...if you do ... please tell me. thats all i ask. This post has been edited by stephinika: Nov 8 2005, 02:23 AM |
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