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uggh ., getting over a first love;
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post Nov 6 2005, 02:59 PM
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Okay, I met this guy through my cousin and him and I went out. And I'll just call him ???!; because i'm cool like that. It was great because he made me sooo happy. And to be honest, he was the only guy i've ever loved. We went out for a few months but then broke up because I had to move to this DUMP. I felt like sh-t. At the time, my family and I were staying in a hotel, so i told me mom i had to return something and i cried in the public bathroom by the main lobby. Hah, I didnt really care if someone walked in and heard me. Before my family and I PCSed, we went on vacation. I didnt have fun at all because ???!; was all i could think about.

When we got to Italy ( it's not as nice as you think . ) and our household goods came in, i got on messenger and talked to ???!; I guess he changed over the summer because i felt like i didnt know him anymore. Thats when i decided it was time for me to move on. Imet another guy here and now we're going out. ???!; asked me if i had a BF and i said no. I didnt know why i lied to him though. I think it was because i was scared.

I wanted to find out if he still had any feelings for me, like i still do for him, but i dont know if its possible now. He foun out that i lied to him, and he told me he was going to go out with this other girl. When he said that i just froze. And yeah, i am a little jealous. And as for me and John, i dont know whats going to happen. I know i'm waasting his time so i'm going to try to fix things. I just want to know if the way i feel about my ex is normal or if im just messed up. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.
 
 
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post Nov 6 2005, 07:41 PM
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yeah just move on, i mean you are already going out with someone else, of course you won't be able to forget your first love, after all he is the first person you gave your heart to. just try not to get to close for him first.
i had a hard time getting over my first love, i always thought i was over him until like i got to a place we went before or hear his fav music, i start getting all sad and stuff. but it's been a year so.. i should be totally over him
 

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