Sitting, Waiting, Wishing Options

[ChEeR A HOliC Xo]

So there's this one guy, that I've had my mind on for 5 months. We been talking all five months too. Our friendship is great. To me he is amazing and everything that I want. We flirt with each other. We have so much fun with each other. We laugh with each other and we even try to be with each other. I really hoping that we secretly like each other. But I'm not sure how he feels. He's a senior. I'm a sophomore. We don't attend the same school sadly, but he doesnt live that far from me. We spent this whole summer together working with eachother.Thats how I met him. Our convos. are great. I'm usually scared to talk to guys i like or become really nervous, but wheter I'm with a bunch of people, or with him alone, our convos. still are the same. Which I love. He might have a gf, he might not. All summer he did when he was flirting with me, yeah i learned out the hard way, from someone else. But then he told me he broke up with her, and after 4 months it got boring. But now her name is back in his profile. It could mean nothing, at least i hope it means nothing but i'm not sure.

All I know is hes the one I want. The only one I want at this time. I invited him to hang out with me this week on my own time, because before it was just at work. So i think i might. Durring work he invited me over to his house, but I never went. Cause I'm a retard and afraid of what might of happened, but now works done till next summer I have to do it, so i invited him to the Hunted house, he said yes. I guess I will see how well that goes...

But i'm willing to wait on him. because i want to meet a guy that i will love no matter what. And I truely believe that I'm starting to fall in love with him. After 5 months he gives me no reason to not. I just need to tell him I like him, but i'm so afraid its going to ruin the relationship we have, exp. if he has a gf. But to me, it makes no sence, when i went to his soccer game, no gf, he has no free time to hang out with her, so i dont know.

All I know is im willing to wait on him, but should i tell him, i have a feeling he might know, but not sure. I don't want to loose what we have, cuz he means just about everything to me.

advice pleasseee

[*Tainted Euphoria*]

I agree, but I am the type of person to tell people how I feel about them anyway. And if you're as close as it seems, no matter what, nothing should disturb your relationship.