message to anyone, v13 Options

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Ok, new version up. You all know what to do......


_________ I'm glad you're my best friend =)

_________ Seeing you cry made me cry. I'm sorry you had to lose your mother. I cant even imagine what life would be like without mine. I love you and will always be here for you.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
I miss you. I love you. I want to see you, talk to you. I want to apologize. I want to make it right again. I want you back. I want to stop crying. I want to stop doing stupid things that not only hurt me but other people. I want to do well in school. I want to finally succeed. I want to stop pushing people away. I JUST WANT YOU. PLEASE. THIS IS KILLING ME. OTHER PEOPLE SEE IT, WHY DON'T YOU?! THIS IS BREAKING ME. I CAN'T DO THIS. PLEASE. I'M SORRY. I'M SORRY. I'M ALWAYS SORRY. I'M STILL SORRY. COME BACK. PLEASE. Why did you say those things? Why?! WHYYYYYY?! DON'T EVER TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM WHEN YOU DON'T MEAN IT. EVER. I BELIEVED YOU. STUPID ME, I BELIEVED YOU. I LOVE YOU. I'm sorry that when I said it, I meant it. I'm sorry that I'm too stupid to have realized that you didn't. I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough for you. I'm sorry for being me. BUT YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME. LIAR. You said it. FIRST. I told you not to, I TOLD YOU. YOU DID ANYWAY. You said so much. That I was the only one who could make you happy, that because of me that was the happiest you've been, that your heart beat only for me, that you could marry me, that nothing else mattered but me, that you would sacrifice your own life for me. HOW COULD YOU SAY THOSE THINGS? I would never say anything like that unless I meant it. EVER. That's so inconsiderate and messed up. WHY? IF YOU LOVED ME WHY AREN'T WE TOGETHER? WHY? Love is supposed to conquer all. WHO MADE UP THAT LIE? It obviously doesn't conquer all. IT DOESN'T. I'm sorry I believed that too. I'm sorry I tried so hard. Again with trying. I am always trying and never succeeding. I at least thought that this time, this time it would work. THIS TIME. That God would be with me. That you and I were both trying. That no matter what LOVE WOULD COME THROUGH. Why? I'm so confused. I want to ask you so many questions. SO MANY that will NEVER get answered. Is it really because you're too immature for a relationship right now? Is it because you know what you should have but want something different? Is it because you straight up lied? Is it because you're going through hard times and need space? WHY? NONE OF THOSE ARE GOOD ENOUGH anyway. Why? Because you said you LOVED ME. When you love someone none of that matters. When you say you love someone that automatically should mean that you are mature enough for a relationship especially when you are the one that approaches someone and specifically asks for a long term serious relationship. When you say you love someone you not only know you should be with them but you WANT to be with them. When you say you love someone YOU DON'T LIE ABOUT IT. When you say you love someone it doesn't matter what hard times get thrown your way, that gives you all the more reason to lean on that person that YOU LOVE because that is one of the reasons why they are there, not to push them away. When you say you love someone YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO MEAN IT. I can't believe you told me you loved me. That you told everyone else that you loved me. That you couldn't be without me. That you needed me, wanted me. That this was going to be different, this was going to last. HOW COULD YOU? When problems came YOU WERE THE ONE TRYING TO RUN AWAY. NOT ME. I stayed by your side the whole time. I was always there. YOU KNEW THAT. Damnit. I still cry. I STILL LOVE YOU. I hope you know that. I hope you know that I was being truthful, that I was forreal. And most of all, I hope that one day, SOON, you realize it. You realize that you really do need me and you'll come back. Just like other guys have come back for other girls, you have to come back to me. You have to. I don't know what I'll do if you don't.
-Me.

Dear You,
I'm sorry. It's my fault. I haven't told you yet but he said we can't be friends anymore. That he's cutting off our friendship. I'm sorry. I do everything wrong.
-Me.