I Love You...It's That Simple, Something I wrote Options

[Sa-Chan]

You have no idea where you're going, and no idea where you want to be. Does that define lost? Or somewhere inbetween apathetic and confused?

I want to be near you.

But that's not enough. You can't find yourself through me. You can't make choices because of my existence. I am one person, and you are one person. Together we make two. What you seem to be proposing would be that we make only one.

But it is enough.

It was silly of me to think that you would understand. In the darkness that is my mind, you are the only light. You reveal the secrets I hide even from myself. If only you could see them. If you weren't so afraid of what you might see, maybe you'd stop looking through those closed eyelids...and come to the conclusion I mean everything that I say.

There are no double meanings. Not with me. Not ever. My words should shatter every doubt. Break down every door. Open every window. My words should ultimately summon you. My words should bring you back to me. But they don't. Words are only as loud as the person that speakith them, and I've always been the quiet type.

It's the honesty that I feel around you. The way we're open about everything. It's that look in your eyes. When they're half-opened, half-closed. I love that look. I love your eyes. That soft, light brown. Sometimes the intensity is to much. To true. To real. Sometimes I have to drop your gaze. Sometimes it's just to much. Because maybe...just maybe...I'm afraid of what you might see in my eyes. Or maybe I'm afraid you won't see anything at all. Maybe you're to blind for that.

It's not like I can make all your pain go away. I can't relieve you of your suffering.

But you can...if you'd just be around.

So, you're saying to spend less time with my friends? My family? Blow them off for you?

Maybe...I dunno. I've given a lot up for you, though.

That conversation plays over and over again in my head. It hasn't even happened, but maybe it would. It's a possibility. I just want you to be around. I'm your bestfriend, and your girlfriend. You say you love me. I need you. Don't you need me too?

I love you...it's that simple.