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Teesa
post Oct 2 2005, 02:20 AM
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You guys know the drill.

To ____________ :
It's funny. Really. I had a great time tonight watching the movie. Then, I thought and hoped and to myself that I wouldn't see you. When I pulled up, I saw your car and my heart sank. Yeah, it did. But when I saw you, I got all nervous again..I don't want to feel like this. Ahhh, somehow, I feel like we should be together. I know I could make you happier than she ever could. I know I could. But I will never get the chance. Whatever.

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redpeony
post Oct 2 2005, 02:24 AM
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Part of me is saying...

be careful. You're setting yourself up for so much hurt. You don't even know him. You're falling so blindly.

The other part of me says what the hell? You need to let yourself do this, because even if it doesn't end up working out, you still learn. This guy's amazing. Don't miss out because you're scared.

Maybe it's cause you call me to check up on me when I don't text you back. Maybe it's because you hold my hand all the time, regardless of where we are. Maybe it's because you call me up just to talk about what's going on in our lives, and you are genuinely interested. Maybe it's because I know I'm not going to judge you from your past. Maybe it's because you grabbed my hand and whispered, "don't worry", while we were driving in your car with your friends. Maybe it's because you said, "you look beautiful". Maybe it's because I love how you make me feel so very special when we are in a room with 50 other girls. Maybe...

Maybe I'm mistaking all of this for love. Maybe I'm setting myself up for major hurt. But it's okay. You know I won't be another fling. I want this to be serious. I do not want to settle for anything less than amazing with you.

Never change... I like you just the way you are.
 

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Teesa   message to anyone   Oct 2 2005, 02:20 AM
jennypie   Part of me is saying... be careful. You're se...   Oct 2 2005, 02:24 AM
Nugget   It's nice that we're talking again. I...   Oct 2 2005, 02:28 AM
yanners   maybe you're just a temporary obsession. beca...   Oct 2 2005, 02:43 AM
lilliannnn   K- Hehe, I love you. You make me feel so good. T-...   Oct 2 2005, 07:40 AM
blowpops69   dear seth, i had an great time yesterday. dinner a...   Oct 2 2005, 08:44 AM
jooleeah   My Dear Computer, PLEASE COME BACK TO MEEEE. My da...   Oct 2 2005, 11:10 AM
XLilAznGrl592X   Dear you, Your lies have become worse and worse. ...   Oct 2 2005, 12:44 PM
pastellove_   i love you. i trust you. but this experience was t...   Oct 2 2005, 01:01 PM
bab3egurl8o5   You, Should I talk to you..?   Oct 2 2005, 01:14 PM
danielle_x3   i miss you. and we fight too much.   Oct 2 2005, 01:16 PM
YoGrandpaIsFine   Stephen, Lol. This is like my 873985794376th messa...   Oct 2 2005, 01:40 PM
stephinika   i miss you. even though i saw you yesterday and i ...   Oct 2 2005, 01:55 PM
PinkTrash   I realized you're not the one I really love. T...   Oct 2 2005, 02:06 PM
Hiphop d[-_-]b   You dont even think about your f**king kids do you...   Oct 2 2005, 02:19 PM
Nugget   Haha, it was so fun WAY early this morning. I jus...   Oct 2 2005, 02:46 PM
Kristinaa   omg I do not like a computer nerd. I dont. But....   Oct 2 2005, 03:20 PM
xxaznxgurlxx   To ___: I miss you a lot. Sorry about the call tod...   Oct 2 2005, 05:06 PM
M1SSxCHR1SSY   Dear You, I had a bad dream about you about a nig...   Oct 2 2005, 07:04 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear Lorena, YOU ARE AMAZING. Your mac and cheese...   Oct 2 2005, 07:20 PM
BrokenDream   dear ______: I miss chatting with you, and hanging...   Oct 2 2005, 07:27 PM
yummy_delight   I don't like you. But at least SOMEONE is show...   Oct 2 2005, 07:29 PM
BarreL   to ______ --> i see that i do mean something ...   Oct 2 2005, 07:29 PM
Maestro   You definately need to call me, I don't think ...   Oct 2 2005, 09:08 PM
PinkTrash   Are you avoiding me now? Im sorry.. I miss you....   Oct 2 2005, 09:38 PM
mzkandi   You- I got your email, not quite sure how to reply...   Oct 2 2005, 10:18 PM
stephinika   lalala yay for your hottub being ready! yay ...   Oct 2 2005, 11:23 PM
anqie   i was bamboozled thinking it was gonna be.   Oct 2 2005, 11:43 PM
BrokenDream   to sister: hahaha. you have school tomorrow, and t...   Oct 3 2005, 12:11 AM
Teesa   To Christina: We must hang out. Soon. I miss my be...   Oct 3 2005, 12:52 AM
salcha   1. I think about you all the time, but it still ma...   Oct 3 2005, 01:16 AM
jennypie   Yay for getting to know you better. That was quite...   Oct 3 2005, 01:43 AM
Winter   Baby, Gosh I can't believe we haven't real...   Oct 3 2005, 08:10 AM
tequila_sky   To ____________: I dont think you'll ever kn...   Oct 3 2005, 09:02 AM
jessielau623   E - i am quite sure i have a total crush on yah, b...   Oct 3 2005, 09:46 AM
suddenly she   this song always convinces me that you're real...   Oct 3 2005, 11:12 AM
BrokenDream   to ______: I. had. a. dream. about. you. with. ano...   Oct 3 2005, 01:58 PM
FREEcandies   You have been haunting my dreams. But I am brushi...   Oct 3 2005, 02:02 PM
tweeak   HAHAHAHAHA! You're astoundingly dumb. Marr...   Oct 3 2005, 02:04 PM
danielle_x3   my condolences to you, bby. i'm so sorry for ...   Oct 3 2005, 03:49 PM
PinkTrash   AHH. YOU ARE GORGEOUS. FRENCH CLASS JUST GETS BETT...   Oct 3 2005, 04:33 PM
tweeak   To all of you, why do my 1:30 AM rambles get me mo...   Oct 3 2005, 04:43 PM
Blue-Chan   C - Guess what? Guess what?! I broke up with V...   Oct 3 2005, 06:35 PM
tweeak   Shanah Tovah, Jewish kiddos!   Oct 3 2005, 06:35 PM
yummy_delight   ____: I heard you talking to her about asking me....   Oct 3 2005, 06:39 PM
tweeak   mmmm. I don't want to jump to conclusions, but...   Oct 3 2005, 06:40 PM
M1SSxCHR1SSY   Dear You, Why do I like you so much? Why do I lov...   Oct 3 2005, 08:05 PM
helllla jankyyyy   You, Why are you mad at me? It's not my fault....   Oct 3 2005, 08:37 PM
danielle_x3   why do i think about you a lot? i haven't even...   Oct 3 2005, 08:40 PM
M1SSxCHR1SSY   Dear You, Stop being such a motherf**king a-hole....   Oct 3 2005, 08:52 PM
Hiphop d[-_-]b   Why are you always COMPLAiNiN. and bringin DOWN. t...   Oct 3 2005, 09:13 PM
c0cONuTTeR   DANI! RANDOM bye I love danielle. why do i th...   Oct 3 2005, 09:15 PM
jennypie   Hi silly. You know, when I'm not with you face...   Oct 3 2005, 09:40 PM
Hiphop d[-_-]b   i cant STAND it. Your so frikkin` hard to get ...   Oct 3 2005, 10:04 PM
Rachel is love   stop. being. annoying.   Oct 3 2005, 10:10 PM
Nugget   Haha, I really love you. You light up my day, but ...   Oct 3 2005, 10:18 PM
stephinika   gosh ilu. you make me feel better even when i feel...   Oct 3 2005, 11:04 PM
lolita kitty   _____, shit. i forgot to e-mail you. ______, toni...   Oct 3 2005, 11:38 PM
disco infiltrator   I really like you, but I can't discern your so...   Oct 3 2005, 11:43 PM
BrokenDream   to Sis: I wish I can see you more. eh. I'm gla...   Oct 3 2005, 11:44 PM
peggysturr   To my dearest Chloe, You are my best friend since...   Oct 3 2005, 11:56 PM
ichiban   i thought you'd be worth something, i thought ...   Oct 4 2005, 12:23 AM
jennypie   Every time I look at you the world just melts away...   Oct 4 2005, 01:07 AM
BrokenDream   To my love: ha. I'm writing songs about you...   Oct 4 2005, 01:12 AM
Winter   I'm so glad we're going out tomorrow event...   Oct 4 2005, 01:33 AM
yanners   i dont know which one of you to choose. you both ...   Oct 4 2005, 08:54 AM
kill.t3h.r0cK   90$ cologne and A&F clothing shopping? Ar...   Oct 4 2005, 01:06 PM
silver rain   Where are you? I seriously doubt that it is taking...   Oct 4 2005, 02:20 PM
jennypie   I don't feel like calling and texting you guys...   Oct 4 2005, 02:57 PM
Nicolatofu   I can't believe you wanted me to call him so b...   Oct 4 2005, 03:05 PM
Blue-Chan   A - Ha, I found another person who hates you. You ...   Oct 4 2005, 03:55 PM
M1SSxCHR1SSY   Dear You, I'm not sure what I'm currently...   Oct 4 2005, 05:21 PM
xxplicit   I hate what you're doing to me right now. I re...   Oct 4 2005, 05:31 PM
BrokenDream   omg, what in the heck did you just say? your liein...   Oct 4 2005, 06:12 PM
stephinika   ilu so much...even if you didn't say bye at lu...   Oct 4 2005, 06:44 PM
Teesa   To ____________ : I like you, but I don't thin...   Oct 4 2005, 06:48 PM
jennypie   Just when you least expect it, you start thinking ...   Oct 4 2005, 07:39 PM
Winter   I'm going on a date with you! I'm goin...   Oct 4 2005, 08:08 PM
ursedonah   I love you. Starbucks today was great. Lmao, julia...   Oct 4 2005, 10:07 PM
tweeak   Arghh. I can't stand this. I'd like a get-...   Oct 4 2005, 10:12 PM
anqie   damn if only you were good you would still have th...   Oct 4 2005, 10:29 PM
Tainted Euphoria   It's funny, and sad, at how you can think you...   Oct 4 2005, 11:01 PM
jooleeah   :sometimes i get jealous of you. : i'm sorry.   Oct 4 2005, 11:18 PM
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M1SSxCHR1SSY   Dear You, WOW. You do still think of me. That...   Oct 5 2005, 01:46 AM
Winter   Ohmigosh I think I died and went to heaven. I thin...   Oct 5 2005, 07:47 AM
Nugget   WTH IS WRONG WITH YOU? Assigning us two projects. ...   Oct 5 2005, 02:39 PM
tweeak   That really got to me way more than it should have...   Oct 5 2005, 04:38 PM
YoGrandpaIsFine   You, You're starting to annoy me. No, you are ...   Oct 5 2005, 04:43 PM
blowpops69   seth, i really wish we'd stop playing games li...   Oct 5 2005, 04:58 PM
helllla jankyyyy   You, Hmm you seem like such a sweet guy. Aha. That...   Oct 5 2005, 06:42 PM
yummy_delight   _______: Thanks for making me laugh! And maki...   Oct 5 2005, 07:02 PM
jooleeah   : You ruin school for me.   Oct 5 2005, 07:17 PM
mzkandi   To Him, I really dont know what say. Why are you ...   Oct 5 2005, 07:21 PM
lolita kitty   patricia, who is the "a" that is annoyin...   Oct 5 2005, 07:31 PM
Kristinaa   I told myself that I wouldn't like you. Yet I ...   Oct 5 2005, 07:35 PM
jennypie   I want to grow with you, both as individuals and t...   Oct 5 2005, 08:06 PM
PinkTrash   -Its kind of getting annoying now. Just stop.. The...   Oct 5 2005, 08:08 PM
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