Feeling Alone.., please help Options

[19TD6]

First off, my sister just went to college, leaving me alone with my mother for the next 4 years because my father moved away when I was little. She's never home, but when she is, she's always wanting to touch me in ways that make me feel uncomfortable, like grabbing/slapping my butt and forcing backrubs upon me. I hate it when she does this, and whenever I tell her to stop, she either calls me "crazy for not liking it" or stupid. Its gotten to the point where ANY human contact feels physically and mentally painful, which is severely damaging my Social Life. Its also made me feel like there's no one I can trust or talk to about it, as I assume they'd also call me crazy or stupid. I have tried telling my sister, but she only tells me to grow up. Recently, when I told my mother to stop, she's yelled that I'm being "disrespectful" and if I really want to feel like that, I should just move out and go live with my dad. But, this would force me away from my friends. I have until October 1st to decide.

[demolished]

Hello there. We have so many things in common with our parents but mine aren’t separate. I live in a family of four siblings w/ my uneducated childish parents. Our issue is similar but it’s actually my pathetic sexual harassing father who enjoy touching my legs, butt, lap, arms, shoulder, and so much more. Basically, it’s guy to guy situation. So, we’re opposite. Anyways, any actions that he purposely performs are unbelievable sick. He would not listen to my personal command nor respect my privacy. He would say, “let me touch you, son, I’m very old now, I’m tired from work”, “Son, you’re bothering me and disrespecting me that way”, “crazy son”, “ stupid dumbass”, and so much more. My eldest sister does not even care. Whenever she hears me saying something rude and disrespectful, she would give me a stupid attitude that she has nothing to do with the situation. She thinks and lectures me that I should respect to my parents; obviously, I won’t respect them because they totally don’t deserve it. They are very stubborn, hypocrites, way too shallow, and disgusting whores. That’s why I cannot bear staying with the whole family when none of them ever trusted or believe me. They’re selfish and greedy. The youngest one is the least important and less attentions, which means me. It does affect my self-esteem and social skills. And I can never naturally grow up and be normal that made me a pessimistic person who’s a soapalist. However, I’m hopeless.