and now I ask for help... Options

[pshaa.shauna]

Let's put this as short as I possibly can.

-met a boy
-fell in love. Seriously in love. Like when you have a boyfriend you see othe rguys and may think "Oh he's kinda cute" No. Every other guy repulsed me. I had no questions, I am in love with him.
-Went out.
_ For some strange reason that only fate knows, I broke up with him and went out with someone else.
-I break down everday and cry, even in front of people. No one has seen me cry before.
- Told him how I felt.
- He replied with "I'm not worth it"(as in he's isn't worth it, not me". Now, he is very smart, he's a freshman and taking pe cal, and has straight A+'s, he's like a prodigy, yet he calls himself stupid and other insults. He's doesn't think too fondly of himself.
-I tell him that he's worth it to me, and I'm pretty sure he doesn't beleive me.

How can I convince him, I didn't exspect him to believe me after what I did. This isn't some "Oh the other boy was an ass so I'm gonna lie to get my old boyfriend back." No. The next day, I woke up in a cold sweat, thinking that what I had done was a nightmare. I have been known to make dumb decisions.(To sya the least) I am convince I am going to be that old lady down the street that is cranky and grumpy because she's bitter and can't get over the mistake she made freshman year. So now I come to cb for help...

...what can I do to convince him???

[NgocQuyen]

umm...what? you told him how you felt and he said he's not worth it and you said he's worth it to you, and he doesnt beleive you, yet you dont care it he beleives you...is that it? umm if so then should it matter if you convince him or not? oooh nevermind...i just reread it..hahahaha you want him to beleive you (that he's worth it to you). maybe you should just let fate decide then? i dont know..i might sound retarded but i think that if you guys were meant to be together then he would believe you....=) i would...probably let him come to you...maybe there would he'll realize that you were telling the truth or something...does that make sense? hahaha =)