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post Sep 13 2005, 09:31 AM
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Dear cB,
My first quiz is tommorrow. I may have to pull an all-nighter tonight. Hopefully not....
 
 
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post Sep 22 2005, 10:59 PM
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Dear cB Diary,
OKay, I'm desperate to let all of this out. This is all going to come out like fhghjsg but f**k it, I don't care. I'm in such such such a bad mood. I couldn't help but cry when he told me that. i don't know. I'm know I'm definitely NOT pmsing so didn't even to think that that was the reaosn why I'm in such a shitty mood lately. I guess its just one of those days where you have everything piled out and it comes out at the wrong time. Ugh. I hate to cry. I'm so tired of it. I hate hate hate this.

I never knew it was a bad thing to meet new people. The whole drifting thing, f**k it. I'm so tired of it. Me andher have been going on and off for two damn years and it just feels so forced. People change. I hate it when it's all being blamed on me. I know its partly my fault but . dsagdsah. I tried so hard to call her and plan things and she didn't. I'm not doing this to get back at her AT ALL. I guess it just came naturally. Now she knows how I FELT. I'm having lunch with her tomorrow and I'm sure that won't make a difference whatsoever.

The whole Francoissessss thing. Ugh He just doesn't get it. I knew it was a horrible idea believing him that he wouldn't get mad when I told him about my problems and guys and whatnot. He told her he wouldn't get mad and now he's telling mee that I'VE changed. Maybe he changed.. I'm always talking to other people? Come on that is not true. & even if I was that doesn't mean he has to stop. sometimes it just feels like his relationship is just like mine with miranda. one way relationship.

I feel piled up right now. There's just so much going. Family problems are rising again again and again. What the hell is going to happen. You can only ignore SO much..ugh I'm tired of this..

I feel like I can't talk to anybody. I wish I had somebody that I could REALLY talk to without feeling completely stupid. A person that I could just spill everything and just cry with. Just a person that would understand what I've been through.

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mzkandi   createblog diary   Sep 13 2005, 09:31 AM
lolita kitty   dear cb, im about to go to school, might as weel ...   Sep 13 2005, 09:37 AM
jooleeah   Dear Createblog Diary, Whoa. Stress stress stress....   Sep 13 2005, 06:22 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, my parents wonder why i don't ...   Sep 13 2005, 06:40 PM
silver rain   Dear CB Diary, So, he asked for a break. Or actual...   Sep 13 2005, 09:03 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear cReateblog Diary, I don't like him but I...   Sep 13 2005, 09:07 PM
celticsluvr   DEAR CB Diary, I have the weirdest thoughts going ...   Sep 13 2005, 09:48 PM
yuna*   Dear CB, I'm so freakin sleepy right now. Even...   Sep 13 2005, 10:20 PM
lolita kitty   dear cb diary, wow. just wow. i feel so weird now...   Sep 13 2005, 11:51 PM
toodlepops.   Dear cB diary, Oh dear. I found Trojan Horses in ...   Sep 14 2005, 05:48 AM
jooleeah   Dear Createblog Diary, Listening to this song ( St...   Sep 14 2005, 03:44 PM
lolita kitty   dear cb diary, OMFG, TODAY WAS ONE OF THE SCARIES...   Sep 14 2005, 03:48 PM
stephinika   ^^ wow cassie, hope you're feeling better. d...   Sep 14 2005, 05:32 PM
toodlepops.   Cassie, I hope you're feeling okay now.   Sep 14 2005, 08:07 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear cB Diary, Ah so icky right now. Yeahh I...   Sep 14 2005, 09:05 PM
yuna*   Dear CB, Yay! I did better than I expected on ...   Sep 14 2005, 11:32 PM
salcha   Dear createblog Diary, I hate my sophomore life. ...   Sep 15 2005, 01:24 AM
yukichan   dear cB diary.. Today was a good and bad day.. I r...   Sep 15 2005, 02:04 AM
lolita kitty   thanks lorena, sarah, and steph. im all better now...   Sep 15 2005, 05:23 PM
mishyerr   Dear CB, I can't stand this. I can't beli...   Sep 15 2005, 09:00 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, why am i so disappointed? really. ...   Sep 16 2005, 01:21 AM
cheerbee07   dear cb diary, today alex, mandi and i sat with br...   Sep 16 2005, 04:08 PM
jooleeah   Dear Createblog Diary, I wish it were night. I...   Sep 16 2005, 04:18 PM
torngemini   Dear Createblog diary, I've been listening to...   Sep 16 2005, 06:14 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear cB Diary, Damn guys are so .. wow. ..Ladeda...   Sep 16 2005, 08:59 PM
yuna*   Dear CB, ARGH! Talking about sexist in PE clas...   Sep 16 2005, 09:11 PM
KissMe2408   Never posted in this before... "Dear diary, ...   Sep 17 2005, 12:52 AM
salcha   Dear cB Diary, I wish my mom didn't rag on me...   Sep 17 2005, 01:21 AM
Cake.   Dear cb diary, I can't believed that I changed...   Sep 17 2005, 02:33 PM
lolita kitty   you know what? im going to get this all out, right...   Sep 17 2005, 02:39 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, well tonight was successful. yay. ...   Sep 18 2005, 01:00 AM
YoGrandpaIsFine   Dear cB Diary, Wow. Toby, Cheryl, and I are getti...   Sep 18 2005, 01:09 AM
Heewee   Dear cB, I've had a really rough week. Every w...   Sep 18 2005, 01:17 AM
yukichan   I have to let this all out before I hurt someone.....   Sep 18 2005, 04:48 AM
Nicolatofu   Dear CB diary: Wow, this year is SO different. I ...   Sep 18 2005, 10:40 AM
Kameko   Dear cB, Life's no fair. My dad is cutting off...   Sep 18 2005, 11:15 AM
insomniac   dear cb diary, im about to have a nervous breakdow...   Sep 18 2005, 11:25 AM
kaleidoscoped   dear cb diary, i wish i were more myself in englis...   Sep 18 2005, 11:52 AM
lolita kitty   dear cb diary, hm..i dunno what to say. i feel be...   Sep 18 2005, 05:46 PM
M1SSxCHR1SSY   Dear cB Diary, I can't stop crying. I'm i...   Sep 19 2005, 01:30 AM
sharerol   Dear createBlog Diary, Today started out fun. I ...   Sep 19 2005, 01:36 AM
Teesa   Aw Christina, I love you so much and you know that...   Sep 19 2005, 11:52 AM
mzkandi   Dear cB, 5000th post *woot*   Sep 19 2005, 07:16 PM
lolita kitty   QUOTE(mzkandi @ Sep 19 2005, 7:16 PM)Dear cB,...   Sep 20 2005, 06:51 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, sigh. he makes me so happy, even w...   Sep 19 2005, 08:01 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear cB Diary, I truly hate hate people like him....   Sep 19 2005, 09:58 PM
yukichan   dear cB diary.. I. Don't. Know. What. I. Feel....   Sep 20 2005, 03:19 AM
jooleeah   Dear Createblog Diary, I've been overwhelmed w...   Sep 20 2005, 02:29 PM
xd0rkette   Dear cB diary, I haven't wroten here in a long...   Sep 20 2005, 05:21 PM
Heewee   My mom is really starting to make me mad. Actually...   Sep 20 2005, 07:02 PM
Blue-Chan   Well here's my answer to all your complaining....   Sep 20 2005, 07:30 PM
M1SSxCHR1SSY   Dear cB Diary, Today was a horrible day. Horrible...   Sep 20 2005, 07:44 PM
ichiban   dear cb diary, this week of school was the worst....   Sep 21 2005, 04:57 PM
Blue-Chan   Dear CB, I'm bored again, so I came here. Tod...   Sep 21 2005, 06:09 PM
andromeda_90   Dear CB, I feel this melancholic wind sweep ...   Sep 21 2005, 06:16 PM
cheerbee07   dear cb diary, today sucked…went home sick 4th per...   Sep 21 2005, 08:55 PM
M1SSxCHR1SSY   Dear cB Diary, Today was such a hard day. Everyon...   Sep 21 2005, 10:03 PM
jooleeah   Dear Createblog Diary, I think this was by far the...   Sep 21 2005, 10:06 PM
toodlepops.   Dear cB Diary, Ack. Everyone's changing. I w...   Sep 22 2005, 12:00 AM
yuna*   Dear CB, I GOT MY L LICENSE!!   Sep 22 2005, 12:08 AM
toodlepops.   ^ I can hear Nickelodeon   Sep 22 2005, 12:13 AM
jooleeah   Dear Createblog Diary, I'm reading everyone...   Sep 22 2005, 03:08 PM
`SWTWiNKLE3YES   Dear cB Diary, i`m sick and tired of all this ...   Sep 22 2005, 03:56 PM
Blue-Chan   Dear CB Diary, I filmed Alex fall. Frickin' h...   Sep 22 2005, 07:48 PM
BrokenDream   Dear createblog diary, Oh wow. I had a very great...   Sep 22 2005, 08:04 PM
M1SSxCHR1SSY   Dear cB Diary, Today was easier. Not seeing every...   Sep 22 2005, 09:51 PM
helllla jankyyyy   Dear cB Diary, OKay, I'm desperate to let all ...   Sep 22 2005, 10:59 PM
Heewee   Dear cB, I hate me. I hate how when people find ou...   Sep 23 2005, 03:24 PM
PinkTrash   Dear CB diary; Schools okay noww. Its wierd, its ...   Sep 23 2005, 04:44 PM
IamRad   dear cb diary, today i IM my friend with a silly ...   Sep 23 2005, 05:01 PM
BrokenDream   I'm heartbroken. It was a lie.. but he still g...   Sep 23 2005, 05:16 PM
treschicgeek   [SIZE=1]Dear cB Diary, The last few weeks have be...   Sep 23 2005, 07:38 PM
Teesa   Dear Createblog Diary, Yesterday was fun. School w...   Sep 23 2005, 08:18 PM
Claudel   Dear CB Diary, Today is my Bday, im getting old, ...   Sep 23 2005, 08:22 PM
lolita kitty   dear cb diary, well, im having fun right now. sor...   Sep 25 2005, 12:56 AM
silver rain   Dear CB Diary, Today was great, and I felt pretty ...   Sep 23 2005, 09:00 PM
sharerol   Dear createBlog Diary, So there was this kid who ...   Sep 23 2005, 09:30 PM
yuna*   dear CB, I probably shouldn't have tried that ...   Sep 23 2005, 09:34 PM
Blue-Chan   Dear CB, I just went out to dinner with my ex and...   Sep 24 2005, 01:54 AM
aera   dear cB diary, there's such a big love...tria...   Sep 24 2005, 03:04 PM
reflection   i still think about him   Sep 24 2005, 03:24 PM
tweeak   Now honestly, what am I supposed to do for the nex...   Sep 24 2005, 06:04 PM
toodlepops.   Dear cB Diary, Life is so boring nowadays. I had...   Sep 24 2005, 07:33 PM
BrokenDream   dear createblog diary, well, it was a lie. sheesh....   Sep 24 2005, 08:07 PM
yummy_delight   Dear Diary: HE'S DATING SOMEONE ELSE. ARRRGH...   Sep 24 2005, 08:28 PM
tweeak   QUOTE(yummy_delight @ Sep 24 2005, 8:28 PM)De...   Sep 24 2005, 09:44 PM
salcha   Dear cB Diary, I'm not doing as well as I use...   Sep 24 2005, 08:54 PM
yukichan   dear cB diary.. OMFG..Yesterday was not funny..Can...   Sep 25 2005, 12:32 AM
toodlepops.   dear cbd, I have some pictures to upload. But I...   Sep 25 2005, 01:01 AM
stephinika   dear cb diary, what is wrong with me? at this poi...   Sep 25 2005, 02:26 AM
BrokenDream   dear createblog diary, hello again. i came to make...   Sep 25 2005, 02:44 AM
YoGrandpaIsFine   Dear cB Diary, I look better with this hairstyle....   Sep 25 2005, 05:45 PM
Blue-Chan   Dear CB, Yesterday, me and J watched Corpse Bride...   Sep 25 2005, 09:26 PM
Teesa   Dear CB Diary, Work always puts me in a better moo...   Sep 25 2005, 10:48 PM
sharerol   Dear createBlog Diary, I saw Just Like Heaven tod...   Sep 25 2005, 10:50 PM
tweeak   Hahahaha I was doing an inventory of my junk draw...   Sep 26 2005, 05:42 PM
yummy_delight   Dear Diary: I just got my class pictures back and...   Sep 26 2005, 08:11 PM
lil_chubby_cheeks2   dear cb diary: today was a great day...except i al...   Sep 26 2005, 08:36 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, what a sweetheart. i love that lit...   Sep 26 2005, 09:49 PM
BrokenDream   dear cb diary, well, school has fine. this guy whi...   Sep 26 2005, 09:54 PM
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