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originally started by faithin_felix.
version1 version2 version3 version4 Most of you know the drill. Comment and/or quote someone elses entry but you must also make your own. Dear cB, My first quiz is tommorrow. I may have to pull an all-nighter tonight. Hopefully not.... |
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Dear cB Diary,
OKay, I'm desperate to let all of this out. This is all going to come out like fhghjsg but f**k it, I don't care. I'm in such such such a bad mood. I couldn't help but cry when he told me that. i don't know. I'm know I'm definitely NOT pmsing so didn't even to think that that was the reaosn why I'm in such a shitty mood lately. I guess its just one of those days where you have everything piled out and it comes out at the wrong time. Ugh. I hate to cry. I'm so tired of it. I hate hate hate this. I never knew it was a bad thing to meet new people. The whole drifting thing, f**k it. I'm so tired of it. Me andher have been going on and off for two damn years and it just feels so forced. People change. I hate it when it's all being blamed on me. I know its partly my fault but . dsagdsah. I tried so hard to call her and plan things and she didn't. I'm not doing this to get back at her AT ALL. I guess it just came naturally. Now she knows how I FELT. I'm having lunch with her tomorrow and I'm sure that won't make a difference whatsoever. The whole Francoissessss thing. Ugh He just doesn't get it. I knew it was a horrible idea believing him that he wouldn't get mad when I told him about my problems and guys and whatnot. He told her he wouldn't get mad and now he's telling mee that I'VE changed. Maybe he changed.. I'm always talking to other people? Come on that is not true. & even if I was that doesn't mean he has to stop. sometimes it just feels like his relationship is just like mine with miranda. one way relationship. I feel piled up right now. There's just so much going. Family problems are rising again again and again. What the hell is going to happen. You can only ignore SO much..ugh I'm tired of this.. I feel like I can't talk to anybody. I wish I had somebody that I could REALLY talk to without feeling completely stupid. A person that I could just spill everything and just cry with. Just a person that would understand what I've been through. Bye. <3 |
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