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Most of you know the drill. Comment and/or quote someone elses entry but you must also make your own.


Dear cB,
My first quiz is tommorrow. I may have to pull an all-nighter tonight. Hopefully not....

[Aoiro]

Well here's my answer to all your complaining.

Deark CB Diary,

I have problems?! When did I have problems?! When did I ever take them out on you. Tell me. WHEN. Dude, criticizing isn't bad. Hello, I get criticzed to ya know. EVERYONE DOES. I correct everyone. Seriously, I do. Ask anybody or everybody. And I give you CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM. Which is supposed to improve or help you. And just because I corrected you about Lolita, you get pissed off. Correcting HELPS. SO YOU LEARN. I make you look bad? From what? Call me up right now, and tell me how I am in "deinal, being a hypocryte, and stereotyping". First of all, you are exactly the same. You ARE in denial when all of us from NMS try to help you. You ARE a stereotyper, because you stereotype all asians, all rockers, everyone. You ARE a hypocryte because first you say you are not a fan of rockers, but then you TRY to be one. You said you were going to be one, but ya know what? You can't be a rocker overnight. You can't just wake up and say, "HEY!! I'M GOING TO BE A GIRLY GIRL TODAY, AND TOMORROW, A ROCKER! SQUEE!"

Good that you're happy. Happiness is good. Being with your other "bff" is great with me. Especially since you won't bother us anymore. But do I care that you were getting away from me? People actually don't care if you left NMS or not, that you care anyways.

Yes, I could do all of that if I wanted to, which what we both are doing, but hey, we're both rude, aren't we? Yes and no, you didn't do anything to me. A reason to quote what I say? So that you wouldn't erase what you truly meant and pretend that you weren't being, how do you say, rude? Hiding it so that people will think you are trying to defend yourself from a mean, rude, dispicable, person, which you say is, me. You are always everywhere I go, too. When did I yell to you at school? TELL ME. I only yell at you when you piss me off, or you just won't get anything through to your f**kin' skull. I continue, because people ask why the hell am I pissed off. Everyone obviously knows it's because of you. The reason I joined CB is because yes, I WAS bored. I only posted now because I AM bored. Gaia isn't interesting nor fun anymore, because nobody isn't on anymore. f**k no I'm not addicted. If I were, I'd be on all day, like you, and post in every single thread that has ever been made. I'd make friends, and such. But I'm not. I'm just here to discuss what I care about, because frankly, I'm bored.

There is no point of quitting CB. There was even no point of saying it. Quitting something just because someone else is on there, too, and who is annoying, is the worst god damn reason to quit. That's why I never quit Gaia.

Tricky, eh? So are you. Yes, you are right that I joined CB because I was bored, and nothing else. Now being a show off?! f**k NO. I hate getting attention. YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT. Hey, we all know you want attention. We know that you pretend to be all nice and sweet on the internet, but do people seriously know you in real life? I've asked Jenny N. about how you acted before I met you when we started to be friends, just to know a little bit about you. Do you even know what the hell she said? There's no point in telling people how you really are, because people wouldn't believe me and because people don't know me that well. Go figure. Wow, making you laugh. Nice, I made you laugh. Yay. But I hate attention. I hate being in front of class reciting my report. I hate people taking pictures of me. You? You are an attention whore, even if you don't get a lot in real life. You love getting up in class acting all silly so people would laugh with you and notice. You love taking pictures, 'course, you take too many f**kin' pictures everyday of yourself to be known. f**k no I don't. You know I hide my pictures at school. I hate it when people see them, because those are my pictures for my own eyes only, unless I want to show them. Do I? No. I HATE COMPLIMENTS. YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT. Getting compliments on my pictures just makes me mad. Yes, I'm a weird person for feeling like that, but that's how I am. Why you? It isn't just you I rant about. I also rant about Jenny. Why the hell would I go to your MySpace? Why the hell would I care about your Xanga? Yes, I have looked through your CB posts, but I bet you do the same. You told me to my face that you check all my posts on Gaia. I was sure.

And? You always cry about everything. Every time I correct, or even give you constructive criticism, you run away, and cry. Every time. And it's seriously nothing to cry about. Saying you don't care? Yeah right, you do care. That's why you ranted about me. I wish you went away. I wish I never knew you at all. I wish I never showed you everything I have ever known, because you f**kin piss me off. What I did I do wrong? What did you do wrong? We both have something that we hate about each other. Me, I just hate you, the whole god damn thing.

Hey, I could. Maybe I did. You are wrong, yes, you are. But all of us are all wrong, think about that. Think I would tell everybody about our conversation? Only Jaylyn, and maybe Riana and Jenny. Because you know what? They all already know we've been fighting about shit. Hell, I bet you tell Brandi everything we fight about, lie about how mean I am, and cry. At least I don't cry about every single god damn thing that a person has said about me, that was bad. I deal with it, talk back, say what I think.

I'm sad? Oh hell no, your sad. You don't even know the half of it. I don't call you immature, because what's my reason? You do stomp away and get mad. Everyone at school, even Brandi and Jenny know you do that. It's the god's honest truth. 'Cause you seriously do that. I do that with my parents too ya know? See how similar people are. You are always like that. Yes, it is a good thing not to continue on with the argument, but with me, I want to end it, but saying me, as in I am the one who ends it. I want my word in, because if it wasn't, then people would listen to your god damn lie, and go on your side and say how evil a friend I am. But you know what you did? You wrote all your anger into a rant, on a site, where everyone can see. See that? you didn't stomp away today, but you showed everyone about our argument, and lies.

You say I don't care too much. No mater how many times you don't, I know that you do. Hey, at least you know what your are. Frankly, other people are, too, but since we have to deal with each other, we have to talk about us. Do I take it out on you? Why the hell say that? I don't, again, I don't, for the last f**king time. Yes, I am sorry that your god damn brain can't understand that you are my problem for everything, you're the one who even started this, and it's technacially, your doing.

Me? Addicted to CB. Hell no. To get into your thick skill again, I am not. Kay? I like CB as much as I like MySpace, which isn't much, seeing as how I am not a fan of MySpace. Sure, you got mad. You always do. You don't care again. Oh gee, I wonder why you won't stop repeating that god damn phrase, because you do care. Why would I want to be known in CB? Do I care if I am loved of people. I know you do. You back in every single compliment you get here. Go ahead and smile.

Okay, great, we all know your bff is Brandi. And you at least change the subject? Pfft, yeah right. They appreciate you for what? Tell me, what? People from your past know how you really are, and even if your in a different school, it doesn't matter. We all know who you are. We all do, and you can't change that. Your life is that good, eh? Then stop yelling about your mom, saying how unfair it is about how she's treating you and all this crap when your at her house. Ya know what?! She loves you with all her heart, even if you deny it. Even if you say her life is crappy, and yes, she did make those choices and is suffering now, she's trying her best to live on. Ruin you? You're already ruined. Accept that.

Rrrriiiiiggghhtt. Your not going to complain any more. And I'm going to be a girly girl, wearing pink dresses everyday, prancing around, throwing flower petals to ever person I pass. Great, you feel better. Woohoo for getting your side out! W00t! Well, you didn't go to Kristeen, and I probably know why. Either way, to doesn't matter. Well, that didn't happen, did it? So I guess this is how it goes. Go, try ahead and piece back your life together in a new school. Someday, you shall be revealed.

If we're telling each other how we feel, then here it is. YOU ARE THE ONE AND ONLY PERSON WHO HAS EVER PISSED ME OFF THIS FAR IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE. I NEVER WANTED TO DEAL WITH YOU. I, too, wish you would fo away forever. Gone, so nobody would ever know you here, so nobody would even remember. So everyone would be happy again, and you'd find things your own way, not like trying to figure out what the hell we were saying. Yes, we both hate each other to the longest extent. And? So what? Like you would even read this, but we're all letting it out. So great sarcasm is. See, what I do is go through your whole entry, so I can see your side, and what you think. I write back, and you don't do the same for me. At least we both got what we wanted to say to each other out. Now doesn't that just feel peachy?

Yupperz, I guess I'm done. Don't about it, 'cause this is how I feel. You should hear my side of the story.

But I'm happy at the fact you wrote a long rant, or entry, or something to me. Kudos to you.


Oh yes, and that entry saying you were sorry, you were wrong aboput everything you said and all that shit? It doesn't matter to me, internet talk doesn't work. This fight or argument won't end until we come face to face with our problems. No physical fighting though.
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