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 Sep 13 2005, 09:31 AM
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originally started by faithin_felix.
version1 version2 version3 version4 Most of you know the drill. Comment and/or quote someone elses entry but you must also make your own. Dear cB, My first quiz is tommorrow. I may have to pull an all-nighter tonight. Hopefully not.... |
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Sep 20 2005, 05:21 PM
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Dear cB diary,
I haven't wroten here in a long time.. neither went on cB for a long time but I'm trying to get back into it. School is tough. Especially when you lose like a million friends to a different school. I really miss my friends and I want to see them again. But some people just want to piss me off. Like okay, fine. If you don't want to see me again, fine. Stereotypes. And when one friend hates me, all of them start to. Isn't that pathetic. Geez. But whatever. Hopefully I still have friends who actually care about me. Anyway, there's a really hot guy in one of my ex-classes? HAHA. He's so sweet but I think he's still lingering in this one girl so I doubt anything will work between us. I miss having a boyfriend.. and though people say that we don't need em, it's kinda like a missing space in my heart. I don't know. Call me wack but I really want that feeling again. That LOVE feeling.. hmph. Will I make tons of friends or just be a loner? I can't wait to find out because in all my classes, I feel so lonely.. I can't be myself around these people. I can't make jokes because it's just so.. lonely. I seriously miss 158. So much fun and so much memories there.. I want to backtrack and just stay there for a little more. I just feel.. the pefect word is lonely. I don' t think i can really describe it in any other way. I just want to see all my friends again and I keep thinking that if I transfer to Dozo, I could see them. But my honors wont go with me and OH MOM won't want that! So she says I can't. I really wanted to go to Dozo. Everyone's there. Tons tons tons of friends. And now here at Bayside.. everyone's so typical and just so.. prepped up. People here are not as social so if you mix them up with me, you get unsocial+unsocial=nothing. I keep telling myself "stop lingering in the past and just get on with life" but it's hard. Everyone tells me to stop but.. it's so hard to let go of the past. I can't deal with change; it takes time. I guess I'll just have to learn to deal with it. Tomorrow is once again school.. lonely school and gym+10 periods. Sigh. I hate school. But me ranting about wanting to go to Dozo won't make me go there, duh. I gtg finish hw.. and I want to do my zine. I'll be back sometime. Bye. -Eileen- |
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HE'S DATING SOMEONE ELSE.
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