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createblog diary, v.6 |
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originally started by faithin_felix.
version1 version2 version3 version4 Most of you know the drill. Comment and/or quote someone elses entry but you must also make your own. Dear cB, My first quiz is tommorrow. I may have to pull an all-nighter tonight. Hopefully not.... |
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dear cb diary,
hm..i dunno what to say. i feel better that i got that all out. im sure shes going to have even more waiting for me sooner or later... but im probably not going to read it all anyway. i dunno.. it just..er.. i just wanted to get away from it all and leave. i wanted to leave her one last letter aand get it all out, and leave. but she's still here. and she always has more to say. so i give up. i give the f**k up. you win. you won the fight. sure, go ahead, i have problems, i am a loser who wants attention. i have mentioned this about a gazilloin times, but im sure you're going to tell me this again. i dnt care what you say..i just.. ergh.. my mood always changes around you. first i was happy, then sad, then mad, and now im just out of it. too tired to argue. i am just done with it. i wish there was an end button to this all. i could press it, and there would be no more ranting, 'secret diary entries', or any of this shit. i just want to get the last word, or let her know once and for all, and then leave. but she always has something else to day. something more. something better. and i just cant help but get angry and sad once again, and cry, and respond. AGAIN. and... no matter what i say, she always... just... i dont know... so fine. whatever you say is true. you hate attention, you hate all of this stuff. i am the frickin idiot who loves attention, and you are the one who ... dosen't. there, now i said it, you dont have to repeat it. i give up. its over. ok, fine. go ahead and make another response, diary entry, or whatever, and ......... just... whatever. because i know that you want the last word just as much as any of us [being me]. well, this diary entry was shorter, and i feel much calmer, so.. i guess thats cool. ill let you be the last to respond,rant, or whatever you call it. i might read it, depending on how sad i feel that day/hour/minute. ok, im done *calm half smile* |
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