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originally started by faithin_felix.
version1 version2 version3 version4 Most of you know the drill. Comment and/or quote someone elses entry but you must also make your own. Dear cB, My first quiz is tommorrow. I may have to pull an all-nighter tonight. Hopefully not.... |
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![]() I'll never be who I was again.. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,886 Joined: Jan 2005 Member No: 77,981 ![]() |
I have to let this all out before I hurt someone..
dear cB diary.. I want to scream and scream till I faint..Everything was going well this week until today..Why can't I ever have a good week? Why does someone or something have to hurt me?Is it my fault that mom helped me? Is it?WHAT THE F*** IS YOUR GOD DAMN PROBLEM??WHAT THE H***??!!I NEVER DID ANYTHING WRONG..ALL MOM DID WAS HELP!AND DON'T GIVE ME SH** ABOUT THINGS BEING FAIR..WAS IT FAIR WHEN HE FCUKEN LIED FOR 3 YEARS?!WAS IT FAIR?NO IT FCUKEN WASN'T..WHAT DID YOU DO TO REPLACE THE 3 YEARS?YOU DID NOTHING.I LOST MY CHILDHOOD AND EVERYTHING THAT WAS IMPORTANT.SO DON'T GIVE ME SH*T ABOUT IF LIFE IS FAIR OR NOT..YOU'RE NEVER HOME SO WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS??!!HUH??!!!WHAT DO YOU KNOW?YOU KNOW NOTHING.NOT EVEN HOW HE FCUKEN HURTS ME..I DONT WANT TO HEAR S*** FROM YOU.Don't think I'm going to let this go easily..I'm not the kind of person that will let this go easily, especially after what you did and said..Someone will suffer a lot because of this..Maybe me, maybe you, maybe him, maybe mom..Who knows?I'm still really pissed about what happened..Don't think my mood will be getting better in the morning..Because it won't be..And mom, explain this to me..Why is it that I have to be the one that does it all?YOU were the one that did my place, so YOU should being doing his place..I shouldn't be doing the whole thing..If I could walk out the house right now and go for a walk, I would have probably ran/walked at least 2 miles..Seriously, I have so much anger inside me I could run far..Haven't felt like this for a while..It took every ounce of self control NOT to crack or break the glass while wiping it dry..I can't wait to school..Or even better, I can't wait till SF..Hopefully, I calm down by then..If not, I'll likely end up in the counselor's or vice-principals office..I wonder how Chaze knew I was sad..Somehow he could tell I was sad and I only met him like a while ago..He's opposite of my brother..He's always nice and polite and funny..I wonder if he has a girlfriend..Lol..(I am not laughing..)Sigh.. The parade was fun..Met new people..Got a Happy Meal..Sadly, the effect of the Happy Meal didn't last forever..It would have been nice if it did last.. I guess I should stop, since I ranted so much.. Laters.. --Nancy-- |
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