help me, he likes me, but I have a boyfriend Options

[elaboratedream]

I started highschool about a week ago and I became friends with this guy (lets call him Bill) in my wellness class (health, skills for living and P.E. all thrown into a double period) and I figured out within the first day that he takes a lot of drugs... but I still hung out with him 'cause he's funny and stuff... and it doesn't take me long to figure out that he likes me... but I have a boyfriend. Yesterday I told him that casually and he wasn't happy about it. ("that sucks... dude, that really sucks..." and stuff like that) but then today he acted like he had never heard that... and I was talking to one of his friends and he told me that he probly doesn't remember 'cause Bill was high that day...
Bill's usually high... which makes it hard to tell him things like that...

I've told my boyfriend about it... or at least mentioned it to him...

and it gets much worse and I feel bad admitting this next part 'cause I feel like a total bitch/slutty whore.
I haven't been going out with my bf long and I hardly ever get to see/ talk to him anymore... we go to different highschools and we always have a lot of homework... so I don't feel as close to him anymore, but I still really like him. but I also sorta like Bill... I don't wanna dump my boyfriend for him or anything 'cause I still really like him and I would never cheat on my bf either 'cause that would make me a horrible bitch, but I still can't deny that I like Bill too...

and right now I have no idea what do do... I told Bill once that I have a bf, but he still acts like he doesn't know... and I don't wanna hurt Bill 'cause he has enough problems already but I don't wanna break up with my bf 'cause I really like him... and besides that, what good would Bill be as a bf? He's always high and doesn't remember important things I try to tell him...

I need help...

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okay, so people don't seem to be reading my comments, so I'm posting the updates to the problem here.

okay, so far he's asked me to make out and given me a note...
the note goes as follows:
Hey, Rhonda,
I'm not exactly sure how to spell ur name, sorry, but Hope this doesn't seem weird but I like really like u. Ur someone who I can understand and get. Do u know what I mean? I know ur goin out with someone right now, and I'm not asking u 2 break up with him or anything. It's just I want u ter know I like u. I've always liked u better than Leah. Just because u and me have been in the same kind of situations, u know.

I feel really stupid right now because I'm not exactly the best person with words. I don't know if u like me or not but, Just thought I'd get that out on the table.

We started gym today, WoooHoo! yah, Oooooo boy. Wow, that was sure-as-hell enthusiastic wasn't it. [l.o.l.] <= thats laugh out loud, so I really want u to go Ha, Ha, Ha really loud in the hallway when ur done reading this, Ok?!
Again I want 2 apologize for being weird but, thats just who I am I guess.

Hope u like me 2,
appresheate the time,
Sincerely,
ur best, best, best, best,
best, best, best, best,
best, best, best,
best, best, best buddy in
the entirer world.
Bill Davis


P.S. Sorry but I such at spelling. Oh, yah, dont let Colt get his hands on this not PLEASE!
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and then today, (sept. 22) I responded to his note telling him that I like him, but don't wanna break up with my bf right now... I have a feeling things are gonna get worse now, so what should I do?

I've really screwed things up, I know, but right now, I need to know how to fix all of this.
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and did I mention he's suicidal? that makes it a lot harder to deal with this. I don't want to be the one who finally pushed him over the edge. He's tried to kill himself several times. (I think it's up to nine or ten attempts now... and he's learning, last time it almost worked)
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he gave me a response to my note...

I forgot how ter spell ---->Rohanda,

-My Buddy-good friend-
This is my buddy good friend
who makes it work
and'll help me live
This is my crystal friend
Have a bad day
She'll be there in the end
I'm like a disease
and ur the cure but theres a
*road-block between better and worse
-I'm a loser and I'm a liar-
-but I'm a fighter-
-I won't give up-
-for blood or worse-
-'till the end-
-I'll be here to heal-
-the battle wounds of a-
-f**ked up world-

So, what about it? want to go out now? l.o.l. <--u know what 2 do
It kinds of sucks a littles bits. I don't know if u know this or not but, [bad spelling and stuff but I think he means to say:] get this, I really like u. l.o.l. <----u know what to do... again. but u see, in that song. Or poem depends on who's reading it. The figurative language was trying to tell u something when it said "roadblock" I WANDER WHAT IT MIGHT BE!? hint, hint, l.o.l.

It comes down to whether or not u like me enough 2 break up with ur boyfriend. I might get taken here pretty soon so last chance. U KNOW! those ladies just cant stand my animal magnitizum. l.o.l.

P.S. I really f**king Oh here's another name 4 me it's
suck at spelling. Bill Davis Billy Barosky

lol, the last few sentences was so full of sarcasm it was hillarious. but anywho, I need to figure out what to do now... I sorta want to go out with him... but I still don't really wanna break up with my bf... dammit, this is so complicated... I'm guessing most people won't have any more of an idea of what to do than me... but I'm still asking because I don't know what else to do...
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wow this is getting long...

HELP ME PLEASE

[shortiiex]

if yuo're not sure if bill rembers you have a boyfriend...just randomly bring it up in a topic like...my boyfriend likes to smoke too...or something like that









never dump your bf with a guy who gets high