Message To Anyone, Volume 11 |
 Sep 14 2005, 09:55 PM
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You know the drill.
To Christina-- Thanks SO much for being there today :) I know I sucked at the dance before you taught me the moves, thanks for being so darn patient! I love you! To ______________ : I saw you in the car today..you are so freaking cute. Everyone says so. ARGH, I WANT YOU. haha. --Teesa |
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Sep 17 2005, 12:38 AM
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 Yawn Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,530 Joined: Nov 2004 Member No: 65,772 |
Jeremy,
I have a feeling you are angry at me. Ever since i had this dream about you, I've had this sickening feeling of you being angry...not just angry, but cold. Cold and distant. And blocking me off, so you won't have to feel pain or somethan. I hope this is all me, and you're feeling nothing like this. I miss you...i wish you would text me...or somethan. I know you won't. But i still hope that you will, i still keep my phone by me at all times, and i feel foolish when i do so. I feel foolish when my phone rings and I jump up, half expecting it to be you, and then letting myself be disappointed. I want to hear somethan from you, anything. Anything to let me know, that yah you do still care. I want to call you so badly. Should i?.....i dunno. I gave you my word that i wouldn't. Sitting here listening to the same song over and over. Watching the same movies, still procrastinating and not doing my paper, or woking on things that need to be done. I'm stuck. and i hate it. I feel me fighting inside myself, and i'm angry. angry at myself. who knows why. if i think about it long enough i probably could tell you why. but i don't want to think about myself. Having a loss seems to connect itself to the past, and i'm feeling hopeless. I'm having a hard time trusting God right now. and more then anything right now i want to call you or text you. And even if i text you, i still wait. and i'm not making any sense. so i will stop writing this, because i'm a mix of dangerous emotions, and blabbing on a forum will do nothing. it won't fix anything, and certainly won't help. So this is where i lay silent. I want to hear you say I love you once again |
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you act like i cant hear you arguing about m... Sep 14 2005, 10:51 PM jennypie Trevorrrrrr:
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I hate You. I hate the way you treat her, hav... Sep 15 2005, 03:37 PM Cake. I want to thank you for ditching me today.
You tol... Sep 15 2005, 04:12 PM lilliannnn K-
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I love you... but you're so... catholic..... Sep 15 2005, 06:44 PM MyVermilionPlague Alec,
I'm really, really sorry, Alec. I truly... Sep 15 2005, 06:57 PM 3ssx We're drifting apart. and you dont even seem t... Sep 15 2005, 07:03 PM helllla jankyyyy You,
Ugh why do you have SUCH A bad attitude late... Sep 15 2005, 07:08 PM Heewee I think I've finally accepted the fact that yo... Sep 15 2005, 07:14 PM suddenly she 1. OMG. you and you? wtf. we're friends, aren... Sep 15 2005, 07:33 PM short_stop08 im sorry but life isn't how we want it so stop... Sep 15 2005, 07:48 PM celticsluvr WOW. i really thought you cared. so soon to be wri... Sep 15 2005, 08:01 PM yanners you,
i can't stop thinking of you. it's l... Sep 15 2005, 08:14 PM
Skyline Drive QUOTE(x__forever @ Sep 15 2005, 9:14 PM)you,
... Sep 15 2005, 09:51 PM yanners QUOTE(say_what_you_mean @ Sep 16 2005, 10:51 ... Sep 16 2005, 09:29 AM silver rain I love you, and I'm so glad we can see each ot... Sep 15 2005, 08:16 PM KissMe2408 God,
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to my 7 out of 10 Sep 16 2005, 06:13 PM disco infiltrator ____: My body still freezes up when I see you and ... Sep 16 2005, 06:16 PM helllla jankyyyy You,
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i like you. i like you alot. but you kno... Sep 16 2005, 10:10 PM Skyline Drive Dear _____
Sometimes I just wish it were easier t... Sep 16 2005, 10:33 PM lolita kitty ______,
come over, now!!! >:]
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I'm so sorry that you're going thro... Sep 17 2005, 12:16 AM pastellove_ *****,
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Please. Don't shut me out again.
-M... Sep 17 2005, 01:37 AM KissMe2408 God,
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You make me feel so good sometimes. I honest... Sep 17 2005, 02:51 AM anqie it's the beginning of the school year crush. x... Sep 17 2005, 03:12 AM Winter I wish you'd come to school today. I can't... Sep 17 2005, 03:37 AM broken_lance ok why are you sending me these MSG? whats the mea... Sep 17 2005, 06:56 AM lilliannnn BMW-
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Thank you so much for telling me what h... Sep 17 2005, 10:34 AM Tainted Euphoria Dear cB friends,
I miss talking to you all, very ... Sep 17 2005, 10:53 AM mzkandi ^ Naomi *hug*
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I'm disappointed. I though... Sep 17 2005, 11:02 AM Skyline Drive To you -
I knew I should of insisted on going to ... Sep 17 2005, 12:19 PM Heewee Mom,
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wow. what is up with ... Sep 17 2005, 01:57 PM M1SSxCHR1SSY Dear You,
Oh my God. Oh my God. I can't belie... Sep 17 2005, 02:00 PM Blue-Chan Dear You,
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and i do... Sep 17 2005, 06:39 PM stephinika time,
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Now what? Is it just going to stay like this?... Sep 17 2005, 10:05 PM |
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