i have a confession...... |
i have a confession...... |
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 45 Joined: Sep 2005 Member No: 227,755 ![]() |
okay, i've been with my guy for soo long, i don't even remeber the feeling when your with a guy for the first time ever...you know...that tiny butterfly feeling you have in your body when your with that some guy for the first time ever =P too complicating, eh?
well, for some reason, ANY MALE gets me excited (not an erotic way or anything =P) but when a guy wants to talk to me, i get all excited + i go on + on (like rite now) i actually feel (TRUTHFULLY) that there should be no "one guy/one girl" cuz i just can't stand staying with one guy forever. i must feel the butterfly feeling over and over again. i don't mean being a whore/slut (for some reason, people feel that when your with more than one person, your automatically a whore/slut...i personally think that, the only way that statement is true is if you've been around the block, and the block on the next block =P but i do love my man with all my heart but, i wouldn't mind, like, being held by another guy or being kissed by another guy... am i weird? i def. write too much...just spilling out my heart =) |
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 889 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 42,392 ![]() |
i totally understand how you feel
i've been going out with my bf for 6 months now and its starting to feel like..forever...it hurts because i feel him become distant...and the excitement that was there in the beggining is no longer there..it just breaks my heart because i still care too much..and i've been more consistant with how i feel about him. but..lately..its been getting to me. i cant ignore the fact that the excitement isn't there anymore...i just feel old now..... im scared at the same time. i dont want to lose him. but i seem to want more out of things. |
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![]() hi. call me linda. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 8,187 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,475 ![]() |
QUOTE(LittleLulu @ Sep 11 2005, 12:46 AM) i totally understand how you feel i've been going out with my bf for 6 months now and its starting to feel like..forever...it hurts because i feel him become distant...and the excitement that was there in the beggining is no longer there..it just breaks my heart because i still care too much..and i've been more consistant with how i feel about him. but..lately..its been getting to me. i cant ignore the fact that the excitement isn't there anymore...i just feel old now..... im scared at the same time. i dont want to lose him. but i seem to want more out of things. Yeah, that's how I've been feeling, and it's been about 10 months. And, we haven't exactly been talking as much nor have we seen each other (he's in college, and I have college apps to take care of), so it's kinda understandable. |
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