Lonely..., Im so lonely. |
 Sep 7 2005, 05:35 PM
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Ok, heres how it goes. I am an extremely lonely eigth grader. I go to a christian school. Even if it is a christian school its filled with jerks who make fun of me. My last name is litterally the word "Gay" and not to mention I'm a computer genius. That scares everyone away.
I am at that age where it seems as if I have to have a girl and I know I don't need one yet my heart tells me I do.  Most of my friends are girls cause all the guys are immature. alot of the girls claim they woulod date me but I doubt it. I have a problem with telling girls when I like them. I told as close friend of mine last year htat I liked her and she turned completely against me. Never talked to me again and even left my school. I hate my life at some parts. I dont want to risk losing any more friends yet I dont want to be lonely. You dont need to help but i needed to vent my feelings on the internet somewhere. 
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Sep 10 2005, 02:45 PM
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 Don't worry guys, size doesn't matter...to lesbians Group: Member Posts: 2,444 Joined: Jan 2005 Member No: 85,066 |
QUOTE(under-world @ Sep 7 2005, 5:35 PM) Ok, heres how it goes. I am an extremely lonely eigth grader. I go to a christian school. Even if it is a christian school its filled with jerks who make fun of me. My last name is litterally the word "Gay" and not to mention I'm a computer genius. That scares everyone away. I am at that age where it seems as if I have to have a girl and I know I don't need one yet my heart tells me I do. Most of my friends are girls cause all the guys are immature. alot of the girls claim they woulod date me but I doubt it. I have a problem with telling girls when I like them. I told as close friend of mine last year htat I liked her and she turned completely against me. Never talked to me again and even left my school. I hate my life at some parts. I dont want to risk losing any more friends yet I dont want to be lonely. You dont need to help but i needed to vent my feelings on the internet somewhere.  I LOVE computer geniouses. I've been looking for one my whole life... Too bad we live far away!!!!!!! I hope this cheers you up but I really like guys with your personality. It's like we can connect because of it! I hope you stop feeling lonely. I feel lonely all the time but I try to focus on what's good for others not for myself. Based on what you wrote in thsi topic it seems you put others' being before you (thus you don't express your feelings). THat's very sweet of you. And I am not saying that to cheer you up! During my childhood years I was in a roman catholic private school (stricter than Christians) but have been going to public schools once I moved to the USA. So I kinda know how you feel. But don't let jerks of the world stop you |
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under-world Lonely... Sep 7 2005, 05:35 PM
Lo Mein Uh...so? Your last name means gay big deal. If peo... Sep 7 2005, 05:58 PM hall0w how is ur last name mean gay O_o
anywayz just ris... Sep 7 2005, 06:53 PM
michelina~kudelka QUOTE(Kevinxp @ Sep 7 2005, 7:53 PM)how is ur... Sep 9 2005, 10:52 PM Shahin In my experience, Christian schools are filled gen... Sep 7 2005, 07:20 PM danielle_x3 QUOTE(Shahin @ Sep 7 2005, 8:20 PM)In my expe... Sep 10 2005, 11:54 AM Shahin QUOTE(danielle_x3 @ Sep 10 2005, 8:54 AM)i... Sep 10 2005, 02:38 PM angel_revelation ^ (people above shahin) didn't he say his last... Sep 7 2005, 07:21 PM Shahin ^Oh yeah! I meant to bring that up, his last n... Sep 7 2005, 07:31 PM Paradox of Life QUOTE(under-world @ Sep 7 2005, 4:35 PM)... Sep 7 2005, 07:33 PM Kristinaa QUOTE(AkaRyux @ Sep 7 2005, 7:33 PM)You go to... Sep 7 2005, 07:46 PM _sarcastic_ those people that make fun of your last name are j... Sep 7 2005, 08:11 PM Ilaem WOWIE!
I am an eigth grader
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Yes, i do go t... Sep 7 2005, 11:15 PM latinprep12 haha...well your letting a name get to you..thats ... Sep 8 2005, 12:36 AM toodlepops. K, here's the deal.
If you don't need a g... Sep 8 2005, 02:00 AM Kristinaa QUOTE(saMieRa @ Sep 8 2005, 2:00 AM)K, here... Sep 8 2005, 06:34 PM Chii why is it that you're feeling lonely? is it be... Sep 8 2005, 02:11 AM Spirited Away sweetie, i have a friend whose last name is Gay an... Sep 8 2005, 09:14 AM yukichan You're only in 8th grade..
Give it some time.... Sep 9 2005, 02:52 AM Shortiiex you're only in 8th grade...pshh..wait till hig... Sep 9 2005, 06:55 PM rinchan089 I'd say wait until highschool or college. Peo... Sep 9 2005, 10:17 PM mo_rox I wouldn't worry about it so much. Wait until ... Sep 10 2005, 03:05 PM andromeda_90 ^ Yeah I agree. There will be less shallow people ... Sep 10 2005, 03:20 PM |
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