Lonely..., Im so lonely. Options

[under-world]

Ok, heres how it goes. I am an extremely lonely eigth grader. I go to a christian school. Even if it is a christian school its filled with jerks who make fun of me. My last name is litterally the word "Gay" and not to mention I'm a computer genius. That scares everyone away.

I am at that age where it seems as if I have to have a girl and I know I don't need one yet my heart tells me I do.

Most of my friends are girls cause all the guys are immature. alot of the girls claim they woulod date me but I doubt it. I have a problem with telling girls when I like them. I told as close friend of mine last year htat I liked her and she turned completely against me. Never talked to me again and even left my school. I hate my life at some parts. I dont want to risk losing any more friends yet I dont want to be lonely.

You dont need to help but i needed to vent my feelings on the internet somewhere.

[Chii]

why is it that you're feeling lonely? is it because you see other couples?

if so then big deal, you can't always have what everyone else has. just get over it. if you just want a girlfriend just to have one then you should just forget it. relationships aren't like books, you can't just have one when it's fun and drop it when you don't want it anymore.

look around this relationship forum and all the problems people have, is this what you want?