Lonely..., Im so lonely. |
 Sep 7 2005, 05:35 PM
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Newbie  Group: Member Posts: 1 Joined: Sep 2005 Member No: 228,308  |
Ok, heres how it goes. I am an extremely lonely eigth grader. I go to a christian school. Even if it is a christian school its filled with jerks who make fun of me. My last name is litterally the word "Gay" and not to mention I'm a computer genius. That scares everyone away.
I am at that age where it seems as if I have to have a girl and I know I don't need one yet my heart tells me I do.  Most of my friends are girls cause all the guys are immature. alot of the girls claim they woulod date me but I doubt it. I have a problem with telling girls when I like them. I told as close friend of mine last year htat I liked her and she turned completely against me. Never talked to me again and even left my school. I hate my life at some parts. I dont want to risk losing any more friends yet I dont want to be lonely. You dont need to help but i needed to vent my feelings on the internet somewhere. 
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Sep 7 2005, 05:58 PM
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CHYEAAHHH MAN Group: Member Posts: 1,255 Joined: Jul 2005 Member No: 168,013 |
Uh...so? Your last name means gay big deal. If people are making fun of you for that, that is seriously sad. Who makes fun of people for their names nowadays and for the people who are just scared of you cause your last name means gay...thats a pretty stupid reason isn't it? Being a computer genius isn't bad, twist it so it works for you =) Anyway, if you don't know what to do with a girl then it's just not the right time for you to do anything so you really don't need to worry about it. Whatever happens, happens and you should spend time worrying about trivial stuff like that. The whole "Christian" school thing...since your only in 8th grade can't you transfer to public when your in 9th? My friend did that...Sometimes people have more girl friends than guy friends and I'm one of those people too. A lot of the guys are cool to talk to once in a while, but just friendship wise, I can connect better with girls. With the liking problem, since I'm actually gay and I told my friend that I liked him it was a big deal and he started all this crap but I know I will get over it eventually. Your friend obviously wasn't your a good friend if she left you like that. Oh and for the you not wanting to take risks...in life the bigger the risks are, the bigger chance for happiness...or something like that. I'll google the quote later but yeah sorry I kept jumping from one thing to another
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under-world Lonely... Sep 7 2005, 05:35 PM
hall0w how is ur last name mean gay O_o
anywayz just ris... Sep 7 2005, 06:53 PM
michelina~kudelka QUOTE(Kevinxp @ Sep 7 2005, 7:53 PM)how is ur... Sep 9 2005, 10:52 PM Shahin In my experience, Christian schools are filled gen... Sep 7 2005, 07:20 PM danielle_x3 QUOTE(Shahin @ Sep 7 2005, 8:20 PM)In my expe... Sep 10 2005, 11:54 AM Shahin QUOTE(danielle_x3 @ Sep 10 2005, 8:54 AM)i... Sep 10 2005, 02:38 PM angel_revelation ^ (people above shahin) didn't he say his last... Sep 7 2005, 07:21 PM Shahin ^Oh yeah! I meant to bring that up, his last n... Sep 7 2005, 07:31 PM Paradox of Life QUOTE(under-world @ Sep 7 2005, 4:35 PM)... Sep 7 2005, 07:33 PM Kristinaa QUOTE(AkaRyux @ Sep 7 2005, 7:33 PM)You go to... Sep 7 2005, 07:46 PM _sarcastic_ those people that make fun of your last name are j... Sep 7 2005, 08:11 PM Ilaem WOWIE!
I am an eigth grader
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Yes, i do go t... Sep 7 2005, 11:15 PM latinprep12 haha...well your letting a name get to you..thats ... Sep 8 2005, 12:36 AM toodlepops. K, here's the deal.
If you don't need a g... Sep 8 2005, 02:00 AM Kristinaa QUOTE(saMieRa @ Sep 8 2005, 2:00 AM)K, here... Sep 8 2005, 06:34 PM Chii why is it that you're feeling lonely? is it be... Sep 8 2005, 02:11 AM Spirited Away sweetie, i have a friend whose last name is Gay an... Sep 8 2005, 09:14 AM yukichan You're only in 8th grade..
Give it some time.... Sep 9 2005, 02:52 AM Shortiiex you're only in 8th grade...pshh..wait till hig... Sep 9 2005, 06:55 PM rinchan089 I'd say wait until highschool or college. Peo... Sep 9 2005, 10:17 PM andromeda_90 QUOTE(under-world @ Sep 7 2005, 5:35 PM)... Sep 10 2005, 02:45 PM mo_rox I wouldn't worry about it so much. Wait until ... Sep 10 2005, 03:05 PM andromeda_90 ^ Yeah I agree. There will be less shallow people ... Sep 10 2005, 03:20 PM |
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