oh, how i wish... |
oh, how i wish... |
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 45 Joined: Sep 2005 Member No: 227,755 ![]() |
i really wish that i could just bump into my first bf and just strike up a conversation. i really felt that we woulda been the greatest together, i mean, he liked me + i liked him but the only problem was "sex"...i didn't want to give it up to him. but i really want to know how he feels about me now...he only lives 2 blocks from me...i wish i could just bump into him....he prolly doesn't even think about me...but i do...it's been...3 years since we broke up. + we broke up gently...there's always a minute of my life that i think of him...but my current bf has no clue...(of course)...
but it's over, it's the past...it's done...nothing i can do...=T..but i really wish i could just bump into him...we really had something special...... just a rambling...whatchu think? |
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 45 Joined: Sep 2005 Member No: 227,755 ![]() |
yea, we aren't friends, before we broke up (cuz we kinda planned it...it's sad...counting the days til we broke up) i asked him if we could still be friends...and he told me "of course"...but it was just too weird to become friends with a guy you've dated...esp your first. my cousins live across the street from me and they still talk to him. i think...they invited him over (2 years ago) to my backyard pool but my bf at that time was with me so i didn't do anything. when my cousin asked if i could go with him to pick up my ex, i said yes right away...but when we were faced to face...he totally ignored me and i did the same...ah...we don't go to school together....i think he's probably 18 or 19 by now...
also...i don't know if my ex still likes me, i KNOW i still have feelings for him...so i don't know if i should leave my current for my past... |
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