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 Sep 6 2005, 06:48 PM
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Senior Member  Group: Member Posts: 45 Joined: Sep 2005 Member No: 227,755  |
im not sure where this goes but i got a problem...(im sorry for all these topics...im just letting everything out...that's why this account was made =T)
it's kinda odd that im talking about my guy problems, all these bf stuff...but there is another side of me.... i think i might be still "in the closet"...i mean, i do look at guys like they're hott + stuff (like a normal girl)...but i check out girls too....like for example, yesterday, i went to a beach and some girl was running up the stairs + i kept staring at her ass. +i confess, i do watch porn =x and im mostly interested in the lesbian stuff...(actually...just hentai =x) omg i can't believe im saying this but hopefully no one knows who i actually am or else i'd kill myself. i wouldn't let anyone know this...also, i think about girls with big chest and stuff. i was roaming through some websites and somehow i got into a girl's site and she was showing off some nude pix of her and i couldn't stop looking...i might just be bi or something but, i've never did anything with a girl, EVER...i'd be way too scared to actually do something with a girl by myself so... there was this one time, my bf's brother went to a gay bar/club (cuz his friend was gay + gay bars have alot of girls there) + he took me along...i then wanted to pretend that i was drunk so i could make out with a girl but it didn't work out (the girl turned out to be straight just taking out her gay guy friend)...iono... i love the feeling being in a man's arms...but i guess...it's a sexual feeling.... what should i do? should i find a lesbian over the internet + experiment to see how it is? or just stick to men...i don't know...i hope im not weird or anything...maybe there's someone else like me.. |
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Sep 6 2005, 07:22 PM
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Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 45 Joined: Sep 2005 Member No: 227,755 |
well, i don't think it counts as "cheating" if your man knows + approves or your man is the one who encourages it, not yourself. +how did you know you are bi? like...what made it official?
i told my bf once...but he looked like he was freaked out so i told him i was just joking... |
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Sep 6 2005, 07:28 PM
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 dakishimetainoni... Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,322 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 75,318 |
QUOTE(misz tery us @ Sep 6 2005, 8:22 PM) well, i don't think it counts as "cheating" if your man knows + approves or your man is the one who encourages it, not yourself. +how did you know you are bi? like...what made it official? i told my bf once...but he looked like he was freaked out so i told him i was just joking...  i was exposed to porn when i was really young...like 7 years old young. i grew up watching nude women and i became obsessed. first the obsession was how all the guys always loved them and then i started to really like them too. even to this day, i'd rather see a topless woman than a topless man. i have the same feelings as you, like thinking about what it would be like with a girl. but the thing is...i'd just want a fling with a girl, not a long term relationship because i want to get married to a man. |
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misz tery us in the closet? Sep 6 2005, 06:48 PM
DEbmxer553 Go ahead and expiriment....you sound bi....and the... Sep 6 2005, 06:53 PM Programmer i know this may sound perverted ona number of lev... Sep 6 2005, 06:53 PM misz tery us the funny thing is...my man wants to have a threes... Sep 6 2005, 06:56 PM
Chii QUOTE(misz tery us @ Sep 6 2005, 7:56 PM)the ... Sep 6 2005, 07:19 PM airam QUOTE(chii @ Sep 6 2005, 7:28 PM)i was expose... Sep 6 2005, 08:13 PM misz tery us hmm...that's sounds good...wow i never really ... Sep 6 2005, 07:37 PM mipadi How old are you? It's not uncommon for young p... Sep 6 2005, 08:11 PM mouse_3k its called busexual. Sep 6 2005, 08:14 PM WindSorcerous There is nothing wrong with being bi. But, I would... Sep 6 2005, 08:26 PM 3ssx just be yourself. it doesnt matter. =] Sep 6 2005, 11:34 PM misz tery us i could never experiment with anyone i know...it w... Sep 7 2005, 07:27 AM Shortiiex think of this:
do you want to date women or you ju... Sep 7 2005, 09:25 AM _suzie_ there's nothing wrong with you. its natural Sep 7 2005, 11:22 AM iNyCxShoRT Perhaps it's just a phase, or maybe you're... Sep 7 2005, 12:36 PM misz tery us definetly curious =T Sep 7 2005, 01:38 PM |
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