Message To Anyone, Volume 10 |
Message To Anyone, Volume 10 |
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![]() ;) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,573 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 99,124 ![]() |
When you departed this earth. You left a hole in my heart.
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![]() i need an sn change. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,915 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 27,746 ![]() |
dear seth,
you were right. i am mad. i never want to fcuking tell you, because i dont want you to go. the whole entire day, not a single text message, or a single call. I had to fcukin call your ass to make sure you werent dead. you obviously dont care about me anymore like you used to. im pretty sick to my head worrying about you and getting mad at you for the stupidest things that you do. i want to let go so bad and find someone who would actually treat me like a girlfriend and not like crap like you do. All i ever asked you to do was hold my hand and spend some time with me, but most of the fcuking time your with your fcuking friends getting drunk and high off your ass till you puke. why are you so stupid? you know that i'm mad, do you seriously not care? ive cried EVERY SINGLE NIGHT in frustation because of you. I'm pretty sick of your 'no feelings' shit and i want it to go away. Get some feelings chum, i want to feel them. Most people don't know im going out with you because we fcuking stand like a feet apart. Are you just using me for ass? why do i even care anymore? I'm nothing compared to your friends. nothing.. I'm jealous of your friends. The only time i get to spend with you is when your with your friends and i really hate some of your friends because they're complete dicks, calling me names and shit and you dont even do a fcuking thing about it. sigh. i wish i could let go, but im afraid to lose you forever. you were a mistake. a huge fcuking mistake. I'm sorry im selfish, but what can i say? i thought i loved you. now we're drifitng apart. i'm being a bitch and everythings gone wrong. i dont know what to do. why are you doing this to me? to myself, get your fcuking feelings straight. he's never gona be how you want even though u constanly do what he says. find a different guy. do yourself a favor. i know its gona be hard but your gona have to try. this guys a complete a-hole. ...i cant. i just cant. i wish i could... dear vinnie, hey there. you like me. thats cute. |
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