Message To Anyone, Volume 10 |
Message To Anyone, Volume 10 |
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![]() ;) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,573 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 99,124 ![]() |
When you departed this earth. You left a hole in my heart.
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![]() your sweetest sin. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 416 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 18,960 ![]() |
Dear EX-bestfriend/boyfriend:
i might just get closer to you. i might. i doubt we'll ever be as close as we were in the first place, but i wish we could. i wish ... well. let's not start on that essay of a list. how can we come so close to being best friends again and be so far? she's standing in our way. you like her, but... why? WHY is she replacing me? whyy do i think this way? i can't help it, it's just the way i feel. if i could tell you, would you shy farther away from me? would you tell the world and make me appear as an obsessed control freak? or would you appreciate my honesty? somehow, i think it's the first two. :( i miss you. and i love you. but .. it's all too hard. dear mr. flinguy: you know, i'm not really avoiding you.. or so i say. but that cell conversation was the most akward thing ever. when it was happening, i was so excited, so ready to party. but now, i don't know what to say! i don't want to replan that convo b/c i feel that it's a once in a lifetime kind of happening. i feel the next step is to actually meet face to face, for the second time in our short lives. but what if i'm not what you expected? what if you think i'm just hideous? then will everything go down the drain? too much is at stake, let's just let go of everything and be fling buddies. too bad it can't happen again. sigh. let's meet up then, but you must prepare to meet the ugliest girl you've ever seen... then you won't be disappointed. :) |
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