Message To Anyone, Volume 10 |
Message To Anyone, Volume 10 |
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When you departed this earth. You left a hole in my heart.
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to _____
GOD i am soo pissed off lately. im soo confused. i feel soo lots. i dont understand how i feel. i dont know wut im suppossed to do. i feel like im loosing it. its all too complicated for me. i wish things could be easier, sure everyone feels that F ing way but god oh god im soo lost. "confused" is an understatement. i tried crying it oof. i felt alot better but the anger keeps getting back to me. i dont feel as if im a naturally angry person. i dont have much to be angry about but why am i soo unhappy? i wish i knew wut i should do. are we just too different? is it becuase of the way that we were brought up and the way that we grew up around different bakgrounds? im not sure but i wish i knew wut to do, and whats going on right now. i wish i knew wut he was thinking i wish i could get away from it all and just be happy i've cried for soo long , and i want it to STOP, NOW!!! what is he thinking how does he feel. why is he soo distant? why do i have to care so F ing much? why do i have to like him soo much? that no matter how painful it gets i can never let go of him? no matter how much a little voic tells me i should i just still cant do it? i just cant i just cant i dont know why i care soo much. and i HATE it. i HATE myself for caring soo much and being HURT so much BECAUSE of it. so lost |
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