my brother is going to be going off, to college Options

[ldy_kari]

..my brother was like a brother i have always wanted..he would forgive me for doing something stupid like 2 days ago i punched his door and now it has a big dent in it... he would even take me with his friends to places like i went to raging waters with him and his friends..
we are really tight.we would always watch our favorite anims together laught most of the time together and he would help me in school and give me motivation he is kind too and because he is going to college on september 26 i feel like i wont be able to concentrate because he would be gone, and it wouldn't feel like home without him even though i have 4 other brothers..
he was the coolest one, i always looked up to him he was smart athletic kind and funny and thinking aobut him leaving makes me really sad at times but i cant let him see me cry because i dont want him to think of me as a cry baby, my other brother choked by the neck so hard that at times it made me feel like i wanted to throw up and i still feel that way i had to hold in my tears just for him so that he would think that i am strong and wont make these thing make me weak.. i still cant believe that he is going to be gone so soon....
but i am glad that he got into such a good college and he will pursue his childhood dream of becoming an enginner
im just posting this because i felt like it im sorry if im "spamming".

[OhXiet_ItzDonnA]

^haha Anyways, its ok, girl. He have to go to college anyways. But he should visit sometimes right? It's ok. My sister went to college and she comes home on weekends.