boy drama.. Options

[chibibunii]

ohkays.. to make my long story short..

i have a friend - mimi - who was seeing this guy - steven - for a short while. i haven't really talked to her alot because a few months back, she got mad at me because she thought that i cheated with her boyfriend - ivan - but i didn't even have a clue about that until my friend told me! and during that time period, i became friends wiht this 3 girls - karen, stephanie, and linda - the day that mimi introduced steven to me, was the day that she introduced steven to stephanie. so..after taht day, steven & stpehanie always talked on aim. and to me then, steven was just another existence in the world. nothing for me to worry about, and it's good advice if i don't get to know him because, come on.. i've learned my lesson.. so anyways.. stephanie eventually came to like like steven. and then ..when summer school started and my friend watned to join cross country - i went with her, but i didn't try out. and i told them i was going to go for a walk, that's when steven came to talk to me. by that day, i KNEW i had some feelings for him, not strong..but he became the only guy that i mostly thought about. but i tried to keep it hidden from mimi, i told stephanie, and she got mad for awhile because she liked him first. whem mimi found out, she got mad at me for a day..and she said that she'd get over it soon. but she told me a day ago "i lost to u.." that reallymakes me feel guilty. and stehanie and steven have always been tlaking.. so i'm scared that maybe something is going on you know? so i went on my friends' aim account, and pretended to be my friend and asked him "how come you dont like stephanie" and the sort. but he said "i like jessie" ..but i'm still curious..i mean, he could still like her but not realize it right? because i dont want to make the mistake of having the wrong guy again..its like.. you ge twiht him, and then you realize that the relationship is not gonna work.. so please tell me what to do!!

Anything is appreciated.
Thanks you guys.

[Spirited Away]

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