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[YourSuperior]

I miss you grandma! =[
You've been dead for almost a month now.
Gosh how much I wish I could hug you.

[*salcha*]

Coach:

I can't believe this. Why AM I on the bottom seven? If you put the others on Varsity, am I stuck with the amateurs in JV? Why? I can easily beat some of the people you put in Varsity. Is it because you dislike me? I can tell by your glances, stares, comments.
Queen of the Courts game: I made it to the top court, and even though I lost to you, I had beaten many others on the bottom (some Varsity, all JV).

I don't get it. Do you know how HARD I had tried to make this team? Last year too, I worked my ass off. On weekends (and right before tryouts), I went around jogging the neighborhood just so I can get in shape for tryouts. It's important to me, and sometimes I don't even think I do it for myself. In fact, I do it for my parents. I don't know why I do what I do, but I do it anyway. I can easily make JV badminton(I did last year, but I quit) or even the Varsity swimming team, but it wouldn't be as much of a challenge to me.

Yesterday, we ran all the way up to SummitPointe(vew of Milpitas was nice up there though..). I never thought I could make it, but I did. By far too. I was one of the first halves to finish AND I made it under the time limit. When we jogged from Milpitas High all the way to Country Club Drive, I had never stopped. (Well, until we were on the hill..but that's a different story. For goodness sakes, YOU were walking as well because the hill was too steep to run on).

Anyway, I've done a LOT this season. I went to most of the practices before the tryouts, and I never gave up. Even if I did, I didn't. And isn't that good enough for you? This week, I have attended every single day of tryouts (despite the fact that I was late the first day..). I ran every sprint, jogged every mile, did each ab workout precisely, and hit every tennis ball.

You don't have to like me, really..because I know you don'y (whatever the reason may be)..Just a simple request to put me on the top seven? I know I'm not as advanced as Diana, Vivian, and others. But COME ON..you put my doubles partner there? All the times I've played Queen of the Courts against her, I've always won. All the times I've rallied against her, I've won. And I'm not putting her down, she's a great person inside out.

I've improved so much this season, why not give me a chance?
See you at practice tomorrow.






WOW that felt good. I needed to vent..