Im not sure I get this, Please translate Options

[ethik dreamer]

all those worthless apparitions
they will leave you oh so numb
they will fake you they will stab you, break you
and you will succumb
to their awkward and dark appeal
so mysterious and unreal
do not listen do not hear
they will trap you using fear
no one ready no one set
to try and save you from your debt
fear them now, these apparitions
fear them now, for they will soon
crack your mind and make you feel
like you have some deftly tune
to your eyes and your ears
that's all they're willing to hear

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I just wrote it, but I can't find a clear definition of what it means to me.
I just started typing and I came up with this.
Define, please

[illumineering]

all those worthless apparitions
they will leave you oh so numb
they will fake you they will stab you, break you
and you will succumb
to their awkward and dark appeal
so mysterious and unreal
do not listen do not hear
they will trap you  using fear
no one ready no one set
to try and save you from your debt
fear them now, these apparitions
fear them now, for they will soon
crack your mind and make you feel
like you have some deftly tune
to your eyes and your ears
that's all they're willing to hear

I feel the cycle begins in the deftly tunes. They have the effect of a personal mantra that is deceitful, untruthful and self-degrading. The imagery that is associated with this "slick talk" creates a vivid pseudo-reality that becomes all-consuming. It steals your life-force and begins to overpower your spirit (leave you oh so numb). When the "slick talk" cycle has been repeated long enough, it becomes personified in the form of an apparition or ghost. What was once a deftly tune (possibly representative of an unresolved personal issue), has been validated to the point of psychosis (crack your mind). The cycle is completed and fully self-aware at the point of (that's all they're willing to hear).

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