what do you when u feel like, youre losing your best friend? Options

[shesindreamland_...]

i dont know what it is. its just that it feels like me and her arent best friends anymore. i mean we still talk and everything but it just feels so different.

like she used to call me up every single day and we could talk and laugh really hard for hours. now she doesnt call me at all and when i call her, our conversations seem all dull and theres tons of silences.

i remember before the second i signed on AIM, shed IM me. i mean..i dunno, i just want to see if shed still do that so i wait a while for her IM. but then she never does, so i just give up and IM her. and even THATS not the same. on AIM we used to have lots of fun convos where we would go like "AHAHAHHA" a lot cause it was so funny. now its just a bunch of "lol .. i see" and stuff like that.

and the way she acted with me before, she treated me like i was the best friend ever. we even said that we'd try to be friends as long as possible and that we'd be very careful so nothing bad would happen to our friendship.

and we've only been friends for not even up to a year yet. only like, nine months. and it already feels like we're barely friends.

i mean i dont want this to keep happening to me. this whole 'having a different best friend' every single year. i know that life changes and all that, but i dont want to keep changing my best friend. its just too weird

so what do i do? i know that if i talk to her it'll just make things weirder. ehhh

[shesindreamland_...]

yea i guess we need to talk.. but i dont want the convo to end up something like this-

me: i think we're growing apart
her: i see
me: ... (wont know what 2 say)

=\ i mean im not good at these heart to heart talks cuz ive never had it with anyone before. like, ever. and im scared that maybe shes mad at me for some reason or maybe even dislikes me .. cuz i kno that she really easily can dislike/get annoyed by a person.

and about the 'you two need space' thing that someone sed earlier, i mean i dunno if thats really it. cause theres this girl who she talks on the phone to nearly every day since like two years ago and they dont have any space and theyre fine. and anyway its not like we've been hanging out too much or anything. ive only seen her like, twice this whole summer. soo yeahh i need help with this >.<