I Lost My Best Friend Today, What should I do? Options

[REBELnDISGUISE]

No one ever told me life ain't fair, that people won't always be there. But I've learned that now from first hand expeirence. Today on 7/25/05... something horrible happened. No a family member did not die, no I was not in some freak accidence where I got really messed up...But something close to it. The person who was my best friend just left. It started awhile ago when something happened to her. Some personal issue which she would not tell me. So I thought... wow...some best friend eh? Who doesn't tell me when something is bothering her. So I tried to make her jealous to get her to fess up. I told her that I replaced her someone else named Jennifer Li. Which is similar to Jennifer Jung I guess. Well...then we stopped talking. She still would not tell me. So I took her off my buddylist cause I couldn't stand to look at her SN. But then I forgot I did that and since then I've thought she blocked me. So I waited till today to fix everything. But by that time it was already to late. She said we should just be friends. Then she said we shouldn't talk at all. Losing her is like losing a family member of mine that was really close to me. In a way...I did consider her family. Which sounds stupid I know...But I did. Her and I went through a lot together. We went to the movies. When ever I had a date we would double. We told eachother everything. Or so I thought. We would always comfort each other by telling one another that it's okay...it's their lose...stuff like that. When ever either of us needed someone to talk to...we had each other. Now she goes and do something like this. I can ruin her friendship like that with Cheryl Ng. I could tell her all the things Jennifer has lied to her about. But I won't.

Sorry it's so long. Does anyone have advice for what I should do? Should I get over it? Should I chase after her? What? All advice will be greatly appreciated.=)

[sharerol]

Okay, so Kevin, if you reply to this, I'm not going to go on for 20 pages arguing with you. You know why? Because it would be just like the previous school year, and I'm sure both of us didn't like it very much. Why do you care anyway? You're not going to see her much. You'll be in high school.

And what kind of friend are you to try to ruin her other friendships? Oh, like when you were mad at her, you tried to tell me lies about her, just to make me think badly about her. And you considered doing the same to her. What kind of friend does that? And well if she treats you badly, obsessing over her is pathetic.

[REBELnDISGUISE]

Okay, so Kevin, if you reply to this, I'm not going to go on for 20 pages arguing with you.  You know why?  Because it would be just like the previous school year, and I'm sure both of us didn't like it very much.  Why do you care anyway?  You're not going to see her much.  You'll be in high school.

And what kind of friend are you to try to ruin her other friendships?  Oh, like when you were mad at her, you tried to tell me lies about her, just to make me think badly about her.  And you considered doing the same to her.  What kind of friend does that?  And well if she treats you badly, obsessing over her is pathetic.

blah blah blah...Cher... They weren't lies. J.J. told me to tell you they were cause she didn't want you to be mad at her. So as her best friend at the time... I made it look like I was a complete liar just so you wouldnnt be pissed at her. Couldn't you see that? Are you so dense? J.J. complained about you all the time. Saying how she can't stand you...and if she tells you off you'd stop talking to her and she would have no one to talk to for an entire year at Hill...how you would make Jessica stop talking to her...blah blah blah...how you're so stupid that you didn't know you could return things...how you're afraid of getting robbed yet you bring out all you're money for everyone to see...blah blah blah...if I continue, I could write a freakin' novel about what J.J. thinks about you.