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[Nicolatofu]

Ok you know the deal.




Heyy It'll be fun to see you next week even though I despise your boyfriend. Your preppy/slight airheadedness bothers me a b it, but putting our differences aside, I'm sure we'll have a great time

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

GOD!

ignorance is never bliss.im not even tryna get hyphy or whatever but you dont really know what goes on in my house when no one is there. my moms a f**kin` abusive anger-raged freak. my whole family has anger problems,thats why my dad has his ulcer. those holes in the walls, are on my face every now and then. and my dad leather belt on my face arms legs thighs and ass, back. one time i had 3 huge welts that didnt go away for about 2 days. when i was little he pushed me and i fell on the floor and he kicked me. he also kicked my mom in the stomach when she was pregnat with me to try and kill me. so, i even got beat before i was born. my dad has like a really serious rage problem, and he takes that out on me, not my brother cos hes "the good one, the one we raised right" , my dad makes me feel like shit on the bottom of his f**kin` 20 year old shoes. and my mom ? countless hangers have been broken on my booty.once even a f**kin broom was broken on my back. she had me lay across the kitchen floor and just whacked me so hard it split in two. when my mom gets mad i get hella scared. she tells me "get on the bed, your face on the pillow" and if i dont obey her then i just get beat in the face with the hanger. so i get on the floor or the bed and she hits me with that shit til it breaks. and sometimes i dont even feel the hits becos im so amaezed my mom can whoop ass so hard. its something me and monica talked about once. i thank you were there. when your mom beats you so hard, you dont even feel the hits no more bcos your just in shock that she can f**kin` scrape my ass basicaly . ooh and one time it was like the beginning of 8 grade. it was around 8 and i had music up in my brothers room and it wasnt even that loud. yeah it was loud but not omg wtf loud and she comes storming in the room and screams "turn that down your fathers tryna sleep !" so i said okay and she was like "what ? dont talk back to me" and pulled my hair so naturally i screamed cos it came out of nowhere and it hurt like a bitch and she threw me on the floor [i kinda fell out the chair also but basically threw me] and kicked me. then she pulled me up and started slapping me. and we got into a like 4 hour long argument and she kicked me out of the house. so i grabbed my backpack put in 2 shirts grabbed 6 dollars [ i remember really well cos it was really.. wowo] and i walked out the hose heading for jamies. im halfway down the street and she starts screamin at the top of her lungs for me to come back so i come back and she knocked my head on those blue things in front of my door and started screaming im challenging her. then my brother and his friends came home and she brought it to my room and did that coathanger thang.

what i was talkin` about in mooseys room cos i thot it was you. that dance when i gave brittany a ride. i was supposed to meet at my mom at the bottom [where the stone benches were ]of ochoa like i ALWAYS HAVE SiNCE THE 1ST 7GRADE DANCE. and she is f**kin senile and swore she told to meet me up in the front and i got in the car and she was screaming "isabella whats your problem balbal i told you to meet me in front you made me look stupid" and she punched me in the cheek and pulled my hair and then stopped cos brittany was in the back but best believe when we dropped brittany off, she stopped in front of the park and started just bringin` down her fists on me. for not f**king being in the front where she did not even tell me to go.

i cant help it if you think im getting hyphy sorry if you thank so but real talk thats how you act to me too. with your actual mean face and you just say things about me you dont know. like "im surprised your parents dont beat you" everyone thanks they dont cos i tell them nothing about it. i say the bruises are from random things or i just "got them" and i dont know what it is.those bruises are really just from my moms fingers holdin down my arms while she hits me. ive always had these bruises just never told nobody and when they did i'd blaim my clumsiness.

i dont know why im even telling you this. ive never told anyone this before. my brother hasnt hit me since that day in the car when he was smashing my head against the compartment between the seat, me and him dont fight no much no more. he just punches the walls when he gets mad at me, hence all the wholes in the wall.

we all have anger problems. and its my manic depressive disorder thats making me all mean and moody and shit. and today i was just out of it and feelin` like a bitch cos of kevin. hes not dead, it was another guy named kevin. hes okay. i feel hella better . thats why today i was like being all quiet and sad and just withdrawn.

yeah, well i thought i'd just explain to you cos you thought i never get hit. i used to get hit in public but my dad thought it looked bad so they confined it to the house walls. and im not even f**ked up to my parents. its just animosity from what they do to me. i try to hold my tongue but when i dont thats when i like give a bad ass attitude like you said.

but its whatever. just dont tell anyone about my parents i dont tell anyone they hit me i dont want anyone knowing that. i dont know how some people can be like "oh yeah i get beat all the time" i just usually stand there and dont say anything. cos im uncomfortable with saying how my parents are. just dont tell no one. dont let nobody see this, read this or whatever.

YOUR SO f**king iGNORANT, OPEN YOUR DAMN EYES AND SEE WHAT REALLY HAPPENS iN MY f**kin LiFE YOU BiTCH.