Erhmm my stupid life? xD Options

[this__love]

i'm crying right now and I don't want any pity. I just feel like typing okay? Don't tell me to feel better either. o_o;; Internet sympathy doesn't do anything. Anyways, I'm so stupid. You know what? I've always wanted an enemy. So there's this guy that's really nice right? And I start being mean to him when all he ever wanted was friendship. He's close to my best friend and what-so-ever. And I guess I just pissed him off over the limit so now he is my enemy. Now I feel hated and it hurts. o_o;; Don't tell me to talk to him because I'm not going to. I guess he was just like a close friend too? Now he's kinda like out of my life and still in my best friend's life o_o; and he avoids me because I usually just fight with him? I don't know. I don't like him, that's for sure. How do I apologize.. it really really hurts to feel hated.. I never felt hated before.. I never was avoided before either.. why am I so stupid.. I want to be his friend. ><;; How do I fix this..? Should I.. start by apologizing? If you were me.. what would you do..?

[pinayprincess]

im sorry but your so selfish.. i mean the only way you want to "communicate" with him is just to fight with him.. wth?... man think things straight, the reason why he might not be talking to you anymore is because of you fighting with him all the time... just give him space [leave him alone]