Erhmm my stupid life? xD Options

[this__love]

i'm crying right now and I don't want any pity. I just feel like typing okay? Don't tell me to feel better either. o_o;; Internet sympathy doesn't do anything. Anyways, I'm so stupid. You know what? I've always wanted an enemy. So there's this guy that's really nice right? And I start being mean to him when all he ever wanted was friendship. He's close to my best friend and what-so-ever. And I guess I just pissed him off over the limit so now he is my enemy. Now I feel hated and it hurts. o_o;; Don't tell me to talk to him because I'm not going to. I guess he was just like a close friend too? Now he's kinda like out of my life and still in my best friend's life o_o; and he avoids me because I usually just fight with him? I don't know. I don't like him, that's for sure. How do I apologize.. it really really hurts to feel hated.. I never felt hated before.. I never was avoided before either.. why am I so stupid.. I want to be his friend. ><;; How do I fix this..? Should I.. start by apologizing? If you were me.. what would you do..?

[Xprezsion]

Alright, this is not meant to sound mean but, if you wanted an enemy it's kinda your fault for beginning fights/ arguments with him. If you weren't so interested in making an enemy, this wouldn't have happened. If I were you, I would definatly appologize because what you did was cruel and unjust punishment to a guy who wanted to be your friend. Also if your best friend is really close to him, maybe she can help you patch up the friendship between you and that guy if you ask her to put in a good word for you and help you out.