Crazy For Still Liking Him?, Am I? Options

[Latina Babii]

Just a sad story:

I remember the first time I met him, it’s really funny, since I went to that school for almost four years by then, and his best friend had been my stalker. I remember his girlfriend was a friend of mine and I liked the fact he was punk. I thought he was a cutie. His name was Jayce.

So, after a few months of going to school we dated. I really really liked him to the point of me thinking I loved him, I was so stupid then. Then after awhile, we broke it off it was to weird for me, he wouldn’t talk to me like when we were just really close friends, and I guess he noticed, so we broke up.

We stayed friends, we had all the same classes, so we talked a lot, I preferred him to anyone else in my study hall, then a good friend of mine Abby dated him, so I tried moving on, and I starting like his friend Zach, I liked Zach because he was always nice to me and that made me feel good. So, I tried to find ways to date him, but I hade a problem, he had gone out with my best friend, so I was afraid she would get mad if I dated him because I knew he liked me, or at least I was supposing he did. (Example: When Jayce and I were going he forgot and starting untying my shoes and smacking me lightly in a playful manner but I soon got annoyed and complained to Jayce and Zach’s eyes widened to the size of base balls and he apologized profusely and said “Damn I forgot you to were going out, sorry man.” Jayce was angry with him for awhile, but he eventually forgave him.) But soon, I discovered my feelings for Jayce hadn’t disappeared and the day of a school field trip I sat behind him in the movie we were seeing.

He gave me his popcorn and I switched seats to sit next to him and I kept having what I called flashbacks, I remembered when I had a snow ball raid at the library with him as my partner. I remember him being one of the sweetest guys I’d met. Him picking on me. And he asked me to eat at the same place as him.

I did, but when we got there and he was with all his friends he changed and he picked on me and I said something and he changed it around, I cried later that day, I was so furious.

Go to the into the future we ended up dating again, I had refused the first few times, since we play this game where you zap someone by writing someone’s name on your hand and if you look at your hand, then you have to ask that person out. Well he had my friend write my name because he liked me and he looked at his hand before the time was up so that he could look.

So he asked me out and after awhile of his persistence, I relented and we were going out again. On the last day of school his friend Kyle asked me what I would do if Jayce broke up with me, and I didn’t know, so Kyle decided, I guess you can call him a really good friend of mine, told him that I would cry, he told me first that he was going to tell him so that I could be a little happier was “Dammit fine, I’ll tell him that you will cry and make a shrine for him, then we’ll all have so much god damn happiness by the shrine and little flowers will pop from the ground singing the Telly Tubby Song!”

He ended up breaking up with me, but without telling me. SO am I pathetic to still like him?

Oh yes, how do you make a poll? Just wondering.