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 Jul 12 2005, 07:40 AM
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 They Set Us Up With The Bomb  Group: Member Posts: 269 Joined: Jul 2005 Member No: 166,761  |
I hate it when people get so hooked on other people, and they just keep striving for something greater when what they might actually want is sitting in front of them...
I have so many feelings right now, but I need to sit back right now and let something go... I just need to cry, to scream, to fight, to kick, to punch, to swing, to duck, to throw, to run, to jump, I need to do something to vent my sadness, and my anger... The sadness comes from the one that I will never have. The anger is at ymself, at being so stupid as to actually hurt them... I feel like breaking down. I might repost my song, just to see how it works... on a forum... my song of sadness goes public...I seriously might be crying right now if I were talking to them...It was hard to talk to her last night on the phone, because the sound of her voice just filled me with the sadness, and reminded me of how ignorant and stupid I was... It took so much to actually stay composed, and to not break down. You guys have no idea how much I feel right now, but am not allowed to. I gave myself to them, I offered my soul, and my whole being to them, and got brushed away like a leaf... I offered every ounce of my being, every breath from my lungs, evey beat of my heart, I siad it was theirs to have, and they brushed it away... *Very deep and saddened sigh* I just can't go on after something like that... please... I just needed to say that, to express my feelings, and oh yeah. the song? //edit. for clarification... I told the girl I love that I love her... I told her I want to be her evrything, and she basically brushed me away, like my feelings didn't matter...all because I didn't act sooner, and didn't make my move sooner. She says she already got over me, but I can't seem to get over her... /\ /\ /\ /\ this is my lament. |
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Jul 14 2005, 06:11 AM
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They Set Us Up With The Bomb Group: Member Posts: 269 Joined: Jul 2005 Member No: 166,761 |
THe thing about it is we weren't even going out, but it felt like I was losing a relationship, it feels like we DID break up... It's so weird.
Edit//// WE are great friends now too, we alwys have been, we're just emotionally distant, or at lest from one side it is... |
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Jul 14 2005, 07:18 AM
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 What the fack. Group: Official Member Posts: 6,164 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 8,519 |
QUOTE(ag3nt_sm17h @ Jul 14 2005, 4:11 AM) THe thing about it is we weren't even going out, but it felt like I was losing a relationship, it feels like we DID break up... It's so weird.  Judging by the given information, and that post *points above to quote box*, it probably feels like you two broke up because it seems like you were close. But then abruptly pushed further apart with the rejection. Losing something you never had, is surely worse than losing something that you did have at one time. But don't worry, the pain you feel now will eventually come to pass. One thing I've always believed in, is that things will have to undergo their worst before peaking at their best. It's our reward for winning over the challenges thrown at us. Think of this as a challenge. You'll get through it. Whether it be alone or with a few supporters. It just takes time. And you really do have all the time in the world to heal. 
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ag3nt_sm17h I told her I loved her, Jul 12 2005, 07:40 AM
J-DraGoNz Your post is a bit confusing to me, care to clarif... Jul 12 2005, 08:59 AM LEDO_D0RKETTE Well, you waited too long to tell her those 3 word... Jul 12 2005, 01:01 PM teeners__15 man that sucks. yea maybe you waited too long to t... Jul 12 2005, 01:06 PM Lo Mein From what I got,
"I love you"
"Ok..... Jul 12 2005, 01:19 PM ag3nt_sm17h Thanks guys... and girls... Jul 12 2005, 01:28 PM Lo Mein I'm guessing this can be closed now? Jul 12 2005, 05:00 PM enyceXaddiction is anyone going to close this since its solved..? Jul 12 2005, 06:15 PM J-DraGoNz Ah, okay I see. I figured but I wasn't sure fr... Jul 13 2005, 01:57 AM th5418 Hey, sounds like me. Best advice, seal up your hea... Jul 13 2005, 01:58 AM _suzie_ everyone has unrequieted love. you'll get over... Jul 13 2005, 09:46 AM [x]Mari[x] A similar thing happened to me. :/ Yeah, it's ... Jul 13 2005, 11:44 AM nosuntoday QUOTE(ag3nt_sm17h @ Jul 12 2005, 5:40 AM)I ha... Jul 13 2005, 03:30 PM nosuntoday QUOTE(ag3nt_sm17h @ Jul 12 2005, 5:40 AM)I ha... Jul 13 2005, 03:38 PM jooleeah ^
No double-posting please. Thanks!
Try to mo... Jul 13 2005, 04:32 PM x____duckii QUOTE(Lo Mein @ Jul 12 2005, 6:00 PM)I'm ... Jul 13 2005, 04:38 PM ishowernaked ^^^ what she says dude Jul 13 2005, 05:34 PM Kristinaa Ok my brother is going through the EXACT SAME SITU... Jul 13 2005, 07:15 PM HoodieObsessed Breaking up is really really hard. and it your cas... Jul 14 2005, 01:19 AM
aera thats pretty cruel... you tell her youll give her ... Jul 14 2005, 06:47 AM wind&fire this is retarded.. you are being selfish... you ar... Jul 14 2005, 07:44 AM JoJo_x QUOTE(ag3nt_sm17h @ Jul 12 2005, 8:40 AM)I ha... Jul 14 2005, 08:18 AM angel_revelation aww... well it's her loss. i mean later... Jul 15 2005, 05:20 PM picaso_smile Maybe someone worthy of your love would find you w... Jul 15 2005, 09:15 PM ag3nt_sm17h THanks guys... you help so much.. thanks Aug 2 2005, 06:27 AM blkpride i know exactly what you're going through. I we... Aug 2 2005, 08:13 AM pinayprincess ahh that sucks... i did that once [with my ex]... ... Aug 2 2005, 10:39 AM
HoodieObsessed Well that's kinda stupid. Did she give a reaso... Aug 2 2005, 11:39 AM |
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