BTK killer, his disturbing confession! Options

[be-my-escape]

For about an hour last Monday, Dennis Rader described in harrowing detail his career as the BTK strangler. He explained how he trolled for victims and and prepared a "hit kit" of items he would need. In a matter-of-fact monotone, he relived each killing, starting with the Otero family in 1974: "I strangled Mrs. Otero... then I strangled Josephine... and then i went over and put a bag on Junior's head." Rader, 60, even gave a reason for his 17-year killing spree around Wichita to District Judge Gregory Waller: " it was a sexual fantasy, sir."
His confessions, though, gave no solace to the survivors. Rader is facing 175 years when he is sentenced August 17. (Kansas had no death penalty at the time of the murders), and Charlie Otero, 47, says he will be there to stare down the man who killed four members of his family. "I plan to let him feel the hate I have for him," says Otero. Rader's own family, who had no idea of his double life, is similarly devastated. His wife of 34 years, Paula, 57, has returned to work and is selling their house. "she's still trying to get her life back together," says her pastor Michael Clark. "She's got a long journey."

Confessions

"I really couldn't figure how to get in her house, so I finally just selected a concrete block and threw it through the glass plate window. After strangling Davis and putting her in the trunk of her car I realized I had lost one of my guns.... I went back to the house... and I found it right there, so that problem was solved."
Rader confesses to killing DOLORES DAVIS

" I didn't have a mask on or anything. They'd already ID'd me. And I made the decision to go ahead and put them down, I guess, or strangle them...I had never strangled anyone before, so I really didn't know how much pressure you had to put on a person or how long it would take"
Rader's murder of the OTERO FAMILY

" I dropped by once to check the mailbox to see what her name was. I found out where she worked. After knocking nobody answered the door, so i went around the back of the house, cut the phone lines....I broke in and waited for her to come home in the kitchen"
Rader confesses to the murder of NANCY FOX

this guy is a psycho! he creeps me out! thank god he was caught. I really wish he gets the chair... too bad that can't happen

[Paradox of Life]

Life in jail I think is worse than being killed. Once you're killed there's nothing good or bad, but in jail it's all bad. I mean, how would you feel locked up 24/7. It would be boring as hell. I'm sure, people sentenced to "175 years" in prison would be thinking about suicide the whole time, staring at the ceiling like "GOD PLEASE TAKE ME!" But the police department would deprive them of tools to hang themselves with. So... I say the 175 years because he is one sick puppy.