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| *stephinika* |
 Jul 3 2005, 06:55 PM
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originally started by faithin_felix.
version1 version2 version3 version4 i think this is self-explanitory, no? but don't post in here just quoting and commenting another's post, you must post your own 'entry' as well. -------------- dear cb diary, last night was fun. i was so glad i had her to talk to and i know that i can trust her. i actually told her my little 'secret' and it was such a relief. i didn't tell her the whole secret obviously but still...it felt so good to just get that out, y'know? and she didn't treat me like a bad person about it which was great. its true though...one can't control how one feels. feelings just happen. its like that quote... "Any emotion, if it is sincere, is involuntary." - Mark Twain, and i think its so very true. i miss him though. i can't wait to just talk to him...tomorrow will be fun. beach party! last night was great though....she's such an amazing friend and i'm so glad we can just talk about everything with each other. life isn't so bad i suppose...confusing, yes, but not that bad. wow...its amazing how much one or two people can affect your life. |
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Jul 5 2005, 07:58 PM
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i remind myself of Lena from Sisterhood Of The Travelling Pants.
i know... what kind of believable character could come from a story about a magical pair of pants? but the way i'm just so afraid to open up... i don't know. all around me I see my friends believing in stuff like falling in love, thinking about a guy all day long with a smiles on their faces... i could do that if i wanted to. but i keep telling myself that i don't want to. it's so many things that lead to this i know for one that religious reasons are holding me back at least a little bit. i'm still trying to find out who i am and how to live in God... i know for one that if i did get involved with a guy who was for instance not religious, then i would be held back. it's important to me that my spirituality can grow... also, i'm having difficulties with my own character, as i know that i could definitely improve the way i am as a person. patience with others, compassion, etc... i see my friend, who deserves a good guy so much more than me... yet she doesn't have one. why? because guys don't think she is as "attractive" as they would like her to be. she puts up a front when she doesn't know people. what is attractive? why do we call someone "girlfriend/boyfriend material" if they are okay looking to say the least, has cool interests, doesn't make you feel uncomfortable in their presence. people who look at it that way see themselves as "not superficial", because they aren't just looking for the physical characteristics, right? but my friend has a good heart. i don't. and as much as i would like to fall head over heels in love, i don't think i'd be able to, even if i put my religious values aside... i feel too guilty about who i am... i need to change........... |
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stephinika createblog diary Jul 3 2005, 06:55 PM
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Azarel QUOTE(Despise @ Jul 5 2005, 12:26 AM)Anyway..... Jul 5 2005, 06:46 PM MyVermilionPlague QUOTE(Azarel @ Jul 5 2005, 6:46 PM)I think I ... Jul 5 2005, 07:30 PM BrokenDream wow, new diary! thanks Steph. hehe, you rock. ... Jul 5 2005, 04:41 AM helllla jankyyyy Dear Createblog Diary,
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people are so rude. i mean, i dont... Jul 5 2005, 07:56 PM jooleeah Dear Createblog Diary,
I want everything to stop. ... Jul 5 2005, 08:04 PM helllla jankyyyy Dear Createblog Diary,
You know, I don't even... Jul 5 2005, 08:12 PM stephinika dear cb diary,
wow. i'm feeling okay today...... Jul 5 2005, 09:00 PM MyVermilionPlague QUOTE(stephinika @ Jul 5 2005, 9:00 PM)oh and... Jul 6 2005, 04:08 PM sharerol Dear createBlog Diary,
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Summer here, but it pouring rainin... Jul 6 2005, 02:30 PM lolita kitty hey there-
its me again. ok... you have nofcuking... Jul 6 2005, 02:52 PM `SWTWiNKLE3YES Dear cB Diary,
I`m bored to death .. i`m ... Jul 6 2005, 04:22 PM jooleeah Dear Createblog Diary,
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I know this is pretty, immatrue, a... Jul 6 2005, 07:05 PM anqie Dear CB Diary,
I'm leaving to Europe soon :) ... Jul 6 2005, 07:21 PM Azarel Dear createBlog diary,
I need to find something be... Jul 6 2005, 07:23 PM stephinika brie - aww, not a problem.
dear cb diary,
ugh.... Jul 6 2005, 07:32 PM insomniac dear createblog diary,
i'm really bored, and ... Jul 6 2005, 07:46 PM lolita kitty oh f**k no. i wrote like 5 paragraphs about how pi... Jul 6 2005, 08:20 PM tweeak i think this s really becoming an obsesson. i don... Jul 6 2005, 08:25 PM helllla jankyyyy Dear Createblog Diary,
Wow today I made myself th... Jul 6 2005, 09:52 PM ichiban dear cb,
i hate myself right now. it feels like i... Jul 6 2005, 10:38 PM lolita kitty dear cb diary,
ive written too much. this thing i... Jul 6 2005, 11:05 PM xldubaliciousx Dear cB Diary:
Today was so freaking awkward. Ack... Jul 7 2005, 01:36 AM osidepinay33 Dear Cb diary..
well there's this guy that... Jul 7 2005, 03:23 AM lolita kitty ok. wow. i feel just, er- wow. i lied in about 90%... Jul 7 2005, 06:19 AM tcunningham1589 cB Diary,
I recently got a boyfriend, and a job. ... Jul 7 2005, 06:23 AM jooleeah Dear Createblog Diary:
My dad is a f**king bastard... Jul 7 2005, 12:30 PM Azarel Dear createBlog diary,
It's unexplicable, thi... Jul 7 2005, 02:58 PM helllla jankyyyy Dear Createblog Diary,
Oh hmm. Well today I hung o... Jul 7 2005, 08:52 PM Hiphop d[-_-]b Createblog Diary,
i just addmited im in LOVE with... Jul 8 2005, 10:21 AM miss barnes dear cb diary
been in bama since the 2st. i'm... Jul 8 2005, 10:27 AM lolita kitty dear cb diary,
i wish i could get out more. i wis... Jul 8 2005, 06:32 PM Lo Mein Dear cB Diary,
I love cB even though its only my s... Jul 8 2005, 09:12 PM helllla jankyyyy Dear Createblog Diary.
Ohh boyy. Today was fun ac... Jul 8 2005, 11:39 PM toodlepops. Dear cB diary,
I don't understand it. Why ca... Jul 9 2005, 01:54 AM Teesa Dear Createblog Diary--
Today was just the most aw... Jul 9 2005, 02:17 AM xldubaliciousx Dear cB Diary:
Today was all right. Wasn't to... Jul 9 2005, 02:52 AM Frankie Dear Createblog Diary,
somtimes life sucks. my li... Jul 9 2005, 12:19 PM Hiphop d[-_-]b Dear cB diary,
if i knew they would heckle me abo... Jul 9 2005, 12:28 PM helllla jankyyyy Dear cB Diary,
I thought I knew how I felt. I th... Jul 9 2005, 07:38 PM Hiphop d[-_-]b dear cB diary,
god, they forgot about me so quick... Jul 9 2005, 08:19 PM [Scr3amin][Horror] dear cB diary,
Whoo long day, parent gone 2 weddi... Jul 9 2005, 08:22 PM sharerol Dear createBlog Diary,
Today has been boring. Ve... Jul 9 2005, 08:58 PM lolita kitty dear cb diary,
well, its all over. i got my last ... Jul 9 2005, 09:22 PM xldubaliciousx Dear cB Diary:
I feel lonely right now. No one is... Jul 10 2005, 01:27 AM Unpredictable Dear CB Diary,
i find myself waiting online for h... Jul 10 2005, 01:46 AM takeapolaroid__x Dear cB diary,
EMI'S LEAVING!!! N... Jul 10 2005, 02:02 AM `SWTWiNKLE3YES dear cB diary,
im bored but not sleepy =| tomorrow... Jul 10 2005, 02:19 AM MyVermilionPlague Hey.
Whew, I'm exhausted.
I haven't slept... Jul 10 2005, 03:53 AM Hiphop d[-_-]b dear cB diary
i feel all lonley. i think i need t... Jul 10 2005, 02:47 PM Unpredictable Dear CB Diary,
im so bored..Just got back from Ta... Jul 10 2005, 06:24 PM sharerol Dear createBlog Diary,
Okay, today has been prett... Jul 10 2005, 06:31 PM helllla jankyyyy Dear cB Diary,
I need to get away. I just want to... Jul 10 2005, 07:08 PM WinterNights2 Dear CB,
Today me and roxy scared my cousin to h... Jul 10 2005, 08:57 PM wind&fire dear cB
I WISH I STOPPED PROCRASTINATING!... Jul 10 2005, 09:12 PM stephinika dear cb diary,
still rather happy about yesterday... Jul 10 2005, 10:27 PM Unpredictable Dear CB Diary..
My dad is seriously pissing me of... Jul 11 2005, 02:44 AM lolita kitty dear cb diary,
well, i think for these last few d... Jul 11 2005, 04:45 AM stephinika dear cb diary,
i'm in here way too often, but... Jul 11 2005, 03:45 PM jooleeah Dear Createblog Diary,
I'm getting away in 6 d... Jul 11 2005, 05:58 PM funky_munky Dear cB diary,
I dunno whats wrong with me.
This... Jul 11 2005, 06:40 PM Hiphop d[-_-]b dear cB diary,
why do i feel so ashamed when shes... Jul 11 2005, 06:52 PM Azn_Angel13 dear cB diary...
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