Hi from Cindy, hello Options

[sindeecindy]

My name is Cindy. I live near NYC. I'm 16 and nothing to look at (sorry guys). Mom left dad and me when I was about 10...she took her life 2 years ago. I've been kicked out of school, but it was really lame. I'm pretty boring... no friends really.... being home schooled now... I'm kinda a computer geek.

[sindeecindy]

I didn't want to make this a 'drama' thing, but my mom was never really like a 'mommy'. Even when I was little she wouldn't hug me & stuff. My daddy really was the one to take care of me. I can't see how my mother & dad ever got along. She was always mad at him for being silly. My father is silly... but that's not bad. I remmber her getting mad at him cause he used to tease me that i fell so much that i broke my hiney (i guess i can say that here ) cause it has a crack.

My mom didn't even give me 'the talk'... since i looked like a boy still i guess they didn't think i could get my period and i had no idea. My mom never talked to me bout stuff like that. i remmber 1 time we had to go away for a wedding or something. i was about 8 or 9 years old. my mother wouldn't change infront of me even.

Its sad how she was. i think that it was a disease and that is what killed her. (I found her btw... i think she planned it that way) but that's another story. She ummm, did it in the bath tub (i'll leave out the details) while i was at school. i came home and found her. I hope she's happy and not mad at me or my dad ne more. I made her mad all the time... i got thrown out of school (wasn't my fault and it was REALLY stoopid)... I was pushed out of the girls locker room in just my underwear.... later in the principles office i said i wished the hole school would blow up. i also made my mom mad.... sorry i'm goin on too long.

I see a shrink a lot... she's real nice.... and my dadda is great ! I mean i can talk to him about nething! I've actually txt messaged him at work to "PLS GET PDS & TAMPNS" lollers