God., Whats your relationship with him? |
God., Whats your relationship with him? |
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![]() ilikeyouSofreakingmuch. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,014 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 643 ![]() |
i love god and whenever i can i pray to him. sometimes its just telling him thank you for something, sometimes its just to talk because theres no one else that wants to listen, and sometimes i ask him for something.
even though..it sometimes feels like god isnt helping me because god doesnt exactly answer my prayers, i continue loving him, knowing that he had a reason for not answering the prayer yet. but after awhile i just tend to get really confused and wonder if god heard my prayer at all.. although i am a christian, no one else in my family is. my dad could care less about religion and my moms a buddhist. since my family is like that, i dont get to go to church. in fact i havent gone for over a year and i really wish i could go. my mom thinks church has influenced me in a kinna bad way i guess..so yeah. sucks. and since im bored, im just gonna keep talking. when i first became a christian in fourth grade (my aunt converted me, i think), i was..so happy. for awhile, my mom was even christian. things worked out better for me and id read the bible all the time and my mom and i would pray together and things just were great. and then afterawhile.. i kind of grew apart from god. i wasnt praying as much and then my mom stopped believing after some bad things happened to her at church. and then after a year, maybe, i started praying again. but then i never felt that close to god like i did in fourth grade.. it makes me really sad and i wish i never grew apart in the first place. and blehh..things now just suck with friends and family and everything and i just keep praying and hes not answering much of my prayers anymore and i feel like im asking for too much ..so i guess i need to change the way i am.. yyea |
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