inexpressible anguish Options

[Winter]

I have been unable to blend ever since i found out my boyfriend is going to Iraq. But I had to make a new layout for my site so I simply threw a bunch of pictures and textures in as well as one or two brushes.

I don't like it one bit but I guess it'll just have to do. It's kinda funny actually. Old members like Jackie and Eve might remember me making some of my better works when I was depressed. Remember those Ayumi graphics? Now I'm depressed and nada. No inspiration at all.

Anyway, the title of the layout is "inexpressible anguish." It doesn't have much to do with the blend itself but it's exactly how I feel. I really want to scream everything out. But I can't. I just don't know what to say.