faltering faith, a bit of prose i guess. Options

[*stephinika*]

just written in class while thinking...i never write down my thoughts like that when i have them right that moment, so i decided to for once.

My faith in love is faltering. I believe in it still, but not the way I used to. Many people say you’ll just “know” when you’re in love – there’s just a “feeling”. That I do not believe. One can be in love but it is never certain that it is love. It’s practically impossible to be completely sure that that feeling really in fact, is love. That is one of the largest gambles with it – being in love and letting yourself be in love is all a matter of trust and giving yourself up to it. People may believe they are in love, but in reality, they may easily not be and eventually “fall out” of love; which really then, wasn’t in the first place. Such realizations are leading me to believe that this is why so many people are incapable of true love due to that uncertainty – at times, myself included.

[KissMe2408]

mmm....did somethan happen between u and your boyfriend? And i'm asking this in the most caring way. I always smile when i hear about you and ur boyfriend on this site, and you always seemed like a romantic. (trust me, i know, coming from a hopeless romantic myself) but dont' lose faith in love. Don't ever lose that dream or hope for it.

But what you wrote was beautiful, :) simply beautiful. and if somethan didn't happen between u and ur boyfriend, lol forgive me for being so nosy. lol i just was concerned. truly. lol