12.17.04, old poem i just found Options

[ItzOnlySydney]

Everyday brings me one step closer to the edge

I am drowning in my crushed dreams and lost hopes

I wonder where I went wrong

I dream of a new life

Then I see it, just sitting there

It's blade glistens like a diamond

Its calling my name

I see my answer

Picking it up and placing it on my skin I begin

My release

Its cuts deeper and deeper

It winds around my wrist

The blood trickles down like silent crimson tears

I set it down and close my eyes

I am calm......for now






bw for those of you who are wondering i am currently 6 days clean of cutting! =) i am so proud of myself.

This post has been edited by ItzOnlySydney: Jun 6 2005, 01:42 AM

[*Kathleen*]

Everyday brings me one step closer to the edge

Is this allusion to that Linkin Park song? As for the rest of it, wow, I'm glad you're no longer cutting. It's...bad.

[ItzOnlySydney]

Is this allusion to that Linkin Park song? As for the rest of it, wow, I'm glad you're no longer cutting. It's...bad.

haha when i was writing the poem i had that saying stuck in my head and i was like "omg where did i hear this?" ajnd then i was just like "ok whatever i make it part of poem" now i remember!