12.17.04, old poem i just found Options

[ItzOnlySydney]

Everyday brings me one step closer to the edge

I am drowning in my crushed dreams and lost hopes

I wonder where I went wrong

I dream of a new life

Then I see it, just sitting there

It's blade glistens like a diamond

Its calling my name

I see my answer

Picking it up and placing it on my skin I begin

My release

Its cuts deeper and deeper

It winds around my wrist

The blood trickles down like silent crimson tears

I set it down and close my eyes

I am calm......for now






bw for those of you who are wondering i am currently 6 days clean of cutting! =) i am so proud of myself.

This post has been edited by ItzOnlySydney: Jun 6 2005, 01:42 AM

[EriaNight]

I don't think people are trying to *prove* something necessarily. I mean I don't do it, but I understand why some people have done it (I have been diagnosed with severe depression, but I really do not like physical pain= hence, i don't do it). But they aren't trying to PROVE anything.

I think though by becoming completely free of cutting, it will help clear your mind. Very good job.

-Molz