Ode to Psychotic Moods, eh, this is kinda old Options

[danishcookiez]

Please comment!



(inspired by the book The Unquiet Mind... it's about bipolar disorder. I made this when I was learning about poetry formatting, and different techniques... It might be a bit confusing)



Brilliantly magnified
*Vividly colored!

I love it when
you take over
me,
your bodily tomb,
awaiting your
intoxicating rush
Seductive my eyes
they stare-->>> x
penetrating into your lust~
ill-defined
all the while
(feeding)

my head
in
total
mania
R u n n i n g

senseless and dizzy

leaving me on ^high
for days
for days
and restless END....
taunting +

the eyelids beckon... threatiningly too close

almost to end the hysteria

[madness]

of control-less thoughts and emotions

ispeaktoofastformyowngood

and other

tokens of forget-me-nots
and you l e a v e
the eyelids close.... NO



CRASH

\\\\\\\\\\
\\\\\\\\\\\




A cold sudden change fills my air


even though you've left, you're still there in low notes
piano keys hit by long, slender white fingers, belongings of a gaunt nothing
that ravage my soul, gnawing the insides
as I lay for hours in my bed, while the sands of the womanly figure
I cannot have, sink to the bottom hollow of Hades' own
for I await that rush but I stay devoid of feelings
and no other solace besides the lingering death
I have tasted at several occasions, haunts the jelly of my putrid eyes
poisoning with time, with a needle that has been infected
diseased by dirty waters of a cholera outbreak that loosens the very life
of me for at least twenty or more times a day while I lie
in a white hospital gown, downtrodden by the medications
my mouth slightly open, in utter lows I heave my frantic-ness
atop my hardened bed that has been patient to a few good disturbed minds
likewise mine, as I crave your attention:


high

[*Kathleen*]

It's great, but I just don't like how the actual generic poetry structure is about half of it. You should've just separated the poems or shortened it. That's my only suggestion, though. It's really good.